(Chorus) This Is where I'm at Not going back now This is who I am Not gonna back down Not gonna back down Not going back now (Verse 1) As I'm stuck looking at that bloodshot eyes Creepin in out in front of your sight Visualizing this black ink dripping down when I wright through the lines.. I left myself to be alone.. For its my fault I blocked the world than rather be dealt Now I'm afraid to be trapped in this hell Locking my insides in a cell there is no one else to blame but myself, for that I have failed Now I'm rising above the dark clouds and I promise you I ain't going back! (Chorus) This Is where I'm at Not going back now This is who I am Not gonna back down (Verse 2) Then here comes lust that I can't sedate Must adjust to over weigh the dust of love I can't think straight with the d** in my blood And all I want to do is f**... Feeling like a god when I'm medicated I get hesitated to open the top of the bottle I must be losing my head when I'm sleeping hollow I have no more pills to swallow so I joggle Realizing there's another place to follow So no more falling, no more stalling I'm gonna put my faith to a pledge; Straight Edge!