Joel Faviere - Black & Blue lyrics

I used to be sure of what I want but now I'm concerned from all I lost Bottle and burned hung up on thoughts A lot of the time I just let go Painted red but I'm just black Black in the lungs why can't I come back? Miles apart from what I'm worth A lot of the time I just don't know Why do we miss but never worked? Why do we kiss the ones we hurt? Love isn't face down in the dirt I can just fake it. With every word that's used to turn me black and blue I'm back to what I do to make it work And no one knows that every night is loud While you sit now beside yourself Live and let down How do I...How do I get out? What if fate was lack of faith? Tears but beautiful [?] I just use lose control and blame it all on me Ugly and insecure nothing enough for him or her I'm just not sure I'll make it through today While you tell me I'm stupid Then run towards me for a kiss I said these walls have held the hell I live Is a lot to let me in Why do you tell me I'm stupid Then run towards me for a kiss I said these walls have held the hell I live in With every word that's used to choke me black and blue I'm back to what I do to make it work And no one knows every night is loud While you sit there beside yourself Just to live and let down How do I...How do I get out? How do I How do I get out? Get out? How do I get out? How do I get out out? How do I get out? Every word that's used to choke me black and blue I'm back to what I do to make it work No one knows that every night is loud While you sit there beside yourself Live and let down How do I...How do I get out? How do I...How do I...get..out...