Joel Birch - R.I.P. Bon lyrics

[Verse 1] I was waiting for you man, right down there by the sea Where we used to meet, to share in our pain and decry misery I waited, I waited, I waited I swear, but when I got down to the ocean Man you were not f**ing there [Bridge] I just wish that you spoke up and held out your hand Because you know I was there man you know that I cared [Chorus] I waited for you but you never came, no you never came And now that you're gone I feel I'm to blame yeah, I feel I'm to blame [Verse 2] I wanted to hear it, I wanted to know I've been grieving so much with each pa**ing day But I'm angry and hurt and I hate you all the same [Bridge] I just wish that you spoke up and held out your hand Because you know I was there man you know that I cared [Chorus] I waited for you but you never came, no you never came And now that you're gone I feel I'm to blame yeah, I feel I'm to blame [Verse 3] I know now you hated life even more with each breath I know now that you did not have any fight left To know you were grieving with each pa**ing day (I know you were grieving with each pa**ing day) And to know most of all you did not want to say (and I know most of all you did not want to stay) And you know you were grieving with each pa**ing day [Chorus] I waited for you but you never came no you never came And now that you're gone I feel I'm to blame yeah I feel I'm to blame Did I never listen did I never show, did I never show? Cause I wanted to hear. I wanted to hear it I wanted to know I wanted to know