JoeDennis - Hell on earth lyrics

Im ill, and writing bars is my cure Then i got addicted, now all i want is more And without it im insane and im insecure k**ing this line is the addiction for sure Satan says im allergic to fear Im just sitting here trying to impress his peer Im on a high level impressing the devil see the evil appear Im in charge now taking over his carrer Oh wait im his son I don't need the devil to make a transaction Your gunna die in hell is the caption For what you did im gunna take action Dont fight back im ready for reaction Watch the evil kick in as i have sin Im just waiting for the nightmare to begin It started and i can't get satan out from under my skin I failed god i let the evil within Do i k** the king? i can't decide Wait i am the king so that would be suicide Im sitting here with a gun to my eye Thinking abut what would happen if i pulled the trigger and died Will god forgive and make heaven my reside Or will satan take me and make the good and evil collide As i co*k back, my mind runs wild Thinking back to when i was child Seeing my mums smile Changed my mind Im a changed man, i leave all bad behind Emotion and anger combined No luck, heavens declined A broken heart can mend But not a shot to the head live life until the end All my life ive had an angle as my slave Its funny how only i and no one else he can save And only i and no other he has forgave Ever since and will from the cradle to the grave Over the years i hate what ive become In this nightmare i run away from someone He's bad makes me suicidal this will be homicidal Then realise its me im running from Woke up and everythings gone And i go way back had nothing flash no bars I didn't even have no cash no cars Getting into fight with gash and scars Kicking back drinking in the park looking up at the stars Its funny how things change Wishing you wasn't derange But its life man Looking back at your life seems strange Its funny how people change from the fame Calling out that i don't like what you became Its not game You don't have 9 lives you only have one You only lives once yolo's the name f** yolo Im playing this life solo And in my life im the f**ing pro And its on hard mode walk in shoes and you will know I started this years ago back when i known as just joe To my family im a disgrace Big ears closed eyes and a f**ed up face Call me the bugs bunny because your the turtle in this race Life is a card game and im laying down the ace