Blurred haze of grey and blue, free-falling through the sky Vague recollections why, vast waters stretch below I plunge into the sea, and leave the world behind sink deep in frozen time, no longer feel the pain Cast off to churning tides, jet-emerald seas below womb-like I drift and flow, dampened aquatic tones Glittering light descends, fish scales reflect the moon suddenly yearn to move, must reach the surface soon I gasp the cold night air, warm tears begin to cry The numbness then subsides, I'm valiantly alive to face life's discontent anew Now wide awake I dare to dream of love without impurity though life can serve up tragedy so cruel I'll take beatings child, but won't stop trying when desperation's got me blind I'll weather on, find courage and stay true