Joe Nat - Behind the scenes lyrics

BEHIND THE SCENES Verse 1 I got stage fright, last time i got on stage the motherf**in host didn't get my name right, thanks for that wrong foot to get started on I should kick your a** to the beat when my song come on I'm mad as hell today i don't know whats bugging me Mrs misery loves f**in my company she's schizophrenic having Orgies every other week in couples therapy with my multiple personalities sh** most people have an ego me i got several people though speaking on a frequent note. say hello to my man Devon met him in forth grade when i was ten eleven, he's a real lil devil let me tell u what he tells me Yo joe mess with the teachers head repeat what she just said I'm tryna read instead Already wanna beat him dead, he's everywhere (where) in my closet and beneath my bed. saying I'm a fool and I'm ugly, got me believing and thinking nobody loves me Turning me against myself and everybody else Saying that he's tryna help but if i ever felt slightly suicidal he was quick to tryna find a belt ironically when i was twelve i hung myself by accident, for two minutes then it all went black all i heard was Devon pulling me in my back from heaven, follow me to hell don't leave me hanging promise that i'll treat u better if u come with me I'm begging please, woke up with a blue neck, two breaths from d**h i look up i see Devon is vex as f** i start swinging at him but my punches go right through him i'm looking like a fool running in and out him, even more so to the people around me saying that i was shadow boxing in thin air when they found me Chorus2x behind the scenes everything ain't what it seems Hay maybe its all a dream, reality show but i dont know if I'm living in a fantasy though Verse 2 I got another friend named Steven i call him Steven the demon he appeared from nowhere when i was thirteen catching my first beating he's 7 feet tall always screaming leaning in my ear with heavy breathing Don't ever let anyone f** with u like that if somebody hits u u hit em back, matter fact grab whatever's in sight even a motherf**ing knife understood that, right He only comes out when he feel like people disrespect me Here's an example last week, i was ordering food in a good mood til the dude in charge behind the register he seemed kinda rude i asked him "yeah I'm hungry as hell the whopper or the double cheese which ones the quickest?" he laughed then he sighed, and said "well its burgers so they take the same amount of time to fry", people in the next que laughing looking at me funny Pay em no mind while I'm digging for my money, okay gimmie the whopper large fries and a diet coke still fired up from that previous joke he sais that ill be seventy five, turning his back telling his co worker large fries and a diet coke how ironic is that?, SNAP. Steven reacts eyo u fat f*ggot i asked for the fastest one hoping it was already done maybe your a** is to fat to go and get that, laughing on my expense ha matter fact i want my money back, climbing the counter gripping his neck attacking him like gimmie my sh** Eyo I hate it when he takes over my body and i start shaking, waving in frustration at anybody in my face hyperventilating my heart racing and Steven exaggerating this whole situation Then he slowly disappears heading home to calm down in the crib with sara the sinner, scary as ever she only appears when i mess with her twin sister, Mary whatever jane of pain Is in my brain saying I'm insane and thats when i feel ashamed (Joe, baby whats wrong? did u have a bad day? still not an excuse for u to behave that way, maybe u need therapy instead of me, NO I want u I mean i need u, without u I'm evil With u I'm remorseful, sympathetic, oh so that evens out the paranoid you? but being apologetic doesn't necessarily do u no good if u don't learn something from it. see if u ahh f** it let me go to sleep, hopefully i'll wake up with a bo*er and a s**y a** freak Chorus 2x