Joe Budden - If I Gotta Go lyrics

If I gotta go Can anybody tell me where And if I gotta go Does anybody even care Lo look look We gon party like its one nine nine nine Somethin triggers makin my mind design crime When at times my minds fine inclinded to find dimes Resigned from primetime I need my stars to align when signs say they benigne Tell whoever cares if a stray happens to hit me I need to take all the money I made with me If im heaven bound I'll put a hole in every turncoat If hell bound im poppin sh** thru the inferno My jargon is im an arsonist Since 11 when I found out what arson is Look at me fully styled in that foreign whip I get a high from it love that johnny carson sh** I got facsination for the aggrvation Shoot em or ?? I love the fabrication Waitin on a antedote but I lack the patience On the second thought got my own vaccination If I gotta go Can anybody tell me where And if I gotta go Does anybody even care Problem is im smarter than everybody But too numb to show it they too dumb to know it Eventually my a's turned into d's Eventually my o's made it's way to e Im tense im not at ease Theres n***az with degrees That aint never made it hot nor turned up the degrees Theres n***az with credentials accolates paperwork But couldnt figure out how to make they paper work Me I fight to stay alive everyday is work Especially when they say theres six million ways to murk I wish the world was more like me More likely to see thru the eyes that I see Or be tired like I be Lets hide our id's Theres holes in my arms Untied this iv At times wish the world would comprehend like I do Know it sound like I dont wanna mend but I'd like to If I gotta go Can anybody tell me where And if I gotta go Does anybody even care I wonder whats behind the clouds Flew all over the world still I couldnt find out Maybe im normal and everybody else isnt Apron on over the stove in hells kitchen Nails bitten failed livin Another derailed mission for a n***a jail smitten Enough to get the pound If I dont like the sh** around me Maybe I should change the sh** that im around How that sound