Joe Budden - Where Do We Go lyrics

Good evening How's everybody feeling out there Y'all good? I talk my sh** again? I really don't know where we should go from here It feels like time is escaping I don't want to waste it no But in the back of my mind It feels like, like we should just let it go You ain't gotta adore me or keep it friendly And even if you ain't for me, don't be against me Your people tell you ignore me and say it simply But you get lonely and call me, that always tempts me We get caught in the moment and then we fall back Then I get horny and you take that as a crawl back Now there's an irony hidden if you can call it that I walk all over you, yet you be on my doormat And unbeknownst to you, that whole plan of attack She sayin' only with me does her sanity lack Her truth come out when she drunk, but I amnesty that I talk logic and she screamin' profanity back Now when I think long term, you can't hand me that But for now she need a crutch There I am to take advantage of the handicap Just me givin' you truth, I don't demand it back Guess I'm just a fan of facts, hope you understandin' that I really don't know where we should go from here It feels like time is escaping I don't want to waste it nooooo But in the back of my mind It feels like, like we should just let it go Where do we go? Check it, I'm like royalty around y'all Down to fall with n***as I feel as loyal as me Which is prolly why loyalty is my downfall Got few friends that be coyin' me to count more But steel sharpens steel, let me sound off Still gotta question your will and what you're down for It's real, I question your wheels, wish they was round more The ilk of your found cloth are you built for the downpour All I try to do is lead by example Seems some are content with n***as feedin' them a sample Tried to create a path, know the streets can be a handful Me I made it out without degrees on the mantle Though my money good, I'm overseas gettin' ample It'll never mean the snakes and all the leeches I can handle The bond is broke now, I believe it's gettin' trampled Gotta pick up your pants, wear your creases like a man do I really don't know where we should go from here It feels like time is escaping I don't want to waste it nooooo But in the back of my mind It feels like, like we should just let it go Where do we go? It's been weeks now, maybe we both feel so weak now Time's past, should be cool for us to speak now And you got so much pride, was no surprise I had to reach out, sh**, you used to creep through my house Outside of bein' fine, I always said you was cool You would leave in time to get your son ready for school And I'll admit, that was admirable s**in' me off every night without you ever losin' sight of what you had to do f**ed for seven months straight, sh** was magical You broke it off over sh** that wasn't factual How could I f** with you? With you actin' so gullible and all, I'm reluctant to move forward You fell in love with me quick, was down to wait for me But that held us down, was like a weight for me You wanted answers Said we can't keep f**in' without a title, you won't sit back idle And to me it was intangibles Reasons I couldn't be the man for you Part of why a n***a ran from you Part of why I was pa**ive and dismissive Why we had that awkward goodbye and I ain't fix it Why I let your Bimmer pull off and I ain't miss it I lied cause the truth was really none of your business I felt like the hostings, was a hoe thing Late nights, strip clubs, really the whole thing But that's my own baggage in fact Plus you slept with other rappers at that Just some sh** that tamed my own brain, this is after the fact It's my bad, not yours, I know the past is the past I'm hopin' all's forgiven, you not stuck in that time Maybe we can f** one last time, I'm playin' with you Here's to bein' grown and communicatin' issues We was never together but a n***a stayin' with you I really don't know where we should go from here It feels like time is escaping I don't want to waste it nooooo But in the back of my mind It feels like we should just let it go Where do we go Where do we go from here? What are we doin'? Where do we come from? Where do we go from here? Can I talk my sh** again? Joey Where do we go from here? Parks let me get one more I remember it like it just happened Scratch that, can't dismember it, it just happened Funny how one d**h'll let these mishaps in That's exactly what's about to occur I defer, here's the stinger I'm right where I grew up and lost my finger How we let it all linger? Whole family in black where you used to reside All here to say our final goodbyes Them to you, me to them My thought with every tear that I cried Whole mornin' I was mournin' family that had survived Now that you are gone, you took with you all of the magic that you performed And so our issues of a much deeper root is born The weight fell, don't know who it's on And since our glue is gone, this is how we movin' on Truth in song, all quiet like the mute is on Speak to me from Heaven above if I'm doin' this wrong Say somethin' Just let a n***a know you hear me Where do we go from here? Rest in peace What up? Where do we go Where do we go from here? Understand me? Do anybody hear me? Joey I love you Where do we go from here?