Joe Budden - All Love Lost (Intro) lyrics

Just when I thought I can't dig any deeper Said my last sh** was trash and they dig when it's deeper They ain't see what I see, I guess my vision was weaker Or they buy me to hear me, so we can skip all the features, I'm like Woke me up with the pinch So it's in English now, since they ain't wanna hear French Ain't wanna hear Wiz, ain't want me with Kirko They ain't wanna hear me happy, now they lookin' for hurt, yo They'll hate it before they hear it if they think it's commercial And so they're patiently waitin' for my fortune's reversal Check it, it's like ever since Bundles pa**ed Took the high road and watched everybody underpa** Truth be told, God been lookin' out so much That I feel guilty when I ask him for more Then I do it like the sh** ain't ever happen before This is all the while layin' on my bathroom floor Hold up, I'm just askin' him, give me strength to grow up By now I'm sick and tired of layin' in my own throw up It's a given, then self pity hits me And I start to feel like I don't deserve to be forgiven Like when you can't think, talkin' when you don't drink But sneakin' 'round your own kitchen cause you gotta get a swig in I got issues, weed and vodka will settle some Well ain't that the pot callin' the Kettle One? I know n***as so broke that they embezzle funds Too busy waitin' for a chance that ain't never come But this is bigger than havin' a debt I mean I can't stop my brain from imaginin' d**h Then out the clear blue sky I cry random tears Used to it, me and depression been a tandem for years I suffer from self doubt, put a cramp in my fears If there's a God, this would be the perfect span to appear I'm not a street n***a, never claimed that sport And some of that train of thought's insane, had to abort So people say I changed, I believe I should Even so the goal's always been to leave the hood None of this should be a shock to y'all Logic says if you're still there, that's a knock to y'all Since you want a n***a furthest from his dreams Love's gone, DOA once we left the murder scene, Joe When the love goes, the trust goes It's like you hit my heart with a snub nose I don't give a f** though Where did the love go? Guess it's all love lost Been a hustle, a struggle Say the truth hurts and then cuts slow I don't give a f** though Where did the love go? Guess it's all love lost Now this might be the realest sh** I ever said Ever thought, realest I ever fought Ignorance is bliss, you n***as were never taught So when a challenge is sought, you n***as never retort Me I'm too savvy, too witty It's just too much moxy No percs, just a few crushed oxys But gettin' off was imminent When my dick became numb I was impotent sh** got real different then Was out in Cali with a model, little waist And double Ds, a pretty face and long hair, name's Vivian Not the norm for me, askin' what's wrong with me Tried everything we could, nothin' worked, couldn't get me in We went on so many tours high That chemistry we once had, did it all die? Something's changed, I just can't put my finger on And I'd be wrong to sing a song but let it linger on Just know I'd die for my brothers Take on the whole world, at least try for my brothers Just wanna know that that's reciprocated And if that ain't the case, n***a, say it These just words from the heart My life coach say I never finish what I start Work, school and relationships become one But if I took all I could, how'd I leave it undone? I'm givin' all the love but not receivin' any But then they mad I'm all for self and I don't bleed for many sh** I done made a couple of you b**hes Just by tellin' folk I was a couple with you b**hes Befuddled and so now I don't want trouble with you b**hes Had I used my better judgement, I'd have muzzled all you b**hes I gave out careers, fixed your fashion Did this sh** so much you would think I got it patented So many loved and mentioned me Judged but can't sentence me Real n***a never cared Worth a couple mil' and started from an idea Keep it candid in the booth, never panic, I'm the truth God starin' down on me through a panoramic roof I copped to the murder, red handed, ain't no proof Love's dead but you never understand it 'til it's you True colors never hide for long When tables turn, ain't gon' matter what side you're on And for me that's a reoccurring theme Love's dead, I'm just walkin' y'all through a murder scene When the love goes, the trust goes It's like you hit my heart with a snub nose I don't give a f** though Where did the love go? Guess it's all love lost Been a hustle, a struggle Say the truth hurts and then cuts slow I don't give a f** though Where did the love go? Guess it's all love lost