Its your motherf**in boy Yeah Jump Off Joe Budden here Clinton Sparks We gonna get familiar with it We gonna get familiar together matter fact Boston stand up Jerz stand up Sparks, solid its your boy It'ssssss... It'ssssss... THAT ON TOP MUSIC [Chorus: repeat 4X] Whatever it takes To find a way To find a way To find a way I'ma do aight I'm dealin with some sh** homie Its in the back of my head And its some sh** homie But I just rap it instead See I got Wolverine claws in me But the whole worlds throwin stones at me Like they all got a bone with me Got a childs mother And I hate her to d**h But that's my childs mother So that's my major till d**h Its wild how I love her For putting little me here And me and here could be forever she gon still be there but there some other n***az I just take care of the room But they some other n***az Now lets get back to the song I got a drug problem That I ain't attended to Because I got enough problems And my solution is to stuff problems But if something goes wrong with that Then its back to PCP And so long with raps See I'm depressed lately But nobody understands that I'm depressed lately I'm sorta feelin represed lately And youll be hearin and seein me less lately Like has anyone noticed the regress lately Look deep n***a Don't I seem stressed lately Seem disturbed Alotta regrets lately Got a company That I'm signed to But they ain't in my company When all I need is some company When I start feelin like everybodies done with me I'm tryin to see what everybody want fwith me Then the mistress Yeah the girl from *10 minutes its her Now I'm needed ten minutes for her I can't get into it But I want y'all to know That ill get into But ill save that for *The Growth And this rap beef But I'm so secure with me Its only rap beef I don't need security Wanna get at me Wanna go to war with me That's just one phone call from me Check this sh** I got a whole hood That don't appreciate me It's not the whole hood That depreciates me What you gonna tell me When it's the streets that made me And I won't let the belly of the beast degrade me And then theres rap critics They say all I make is dance music But to almost anything You can dance stupid They ain't like the single But they ain't cop the album Wouldn't give a chance to it Not a second glance to it They say he whines too much Hes too bitter They call it complaining I call it explaining I know normal n***az get caught up in the game and Lose they mind and y'all call it entertainment Its some sh** with me And dudes been knew that But I'm gambling a lot and I ain't used to do that And then rap ain't payin the bills Its more money more problems Or its no money more problems Its all enormous when you playin these games That's how it feel to have a warrant on a famous face Then the albums pushed back because they say he need a single at the moment When what he need is a single moment Then I'm involved in the he say she say And that's on my mind on replay each day Then theres the bullsh** that she say that hes gay But she wouldn't like to think that I ain't like her Just because she was throwin it at me and I ain't touch her Shell say anything sides from I ain't wanna f** her I don't feel good So I don't wanna go to a club dont wanna go to a lounge just wanna lounge in the same sweats that I had on for days same tee I had on for a week what I got on it speaks what I got on it reeks no shape up cause but that's just how I'm feelin and one day at a time its God willin im tryin to see straight but the fog keeps building pulse start racing the bulls startin to hate me but I gotta be a king cause its wolves tryin to play me hoodie when its hot like its freezing winter rest, starve, eat and sleep for dinner and its hard trying keep this in ya So I write it all down So one day maybe When life is all sweet ill remember Then its probation I know we all go through it We call it pro-bation But there's no pros to it And my souls aching Only a few peers know Funny thing about the case is it's a few years old I had some sh** going on with my dick It felt good but its bad So I'm sitting here like what the b**h had It's not Graph, Its real Look scrappy its true Dog whats poppin Do he look happy to you Now if it goes to the wire Got the soul of a fighter Bruised up and sloppy I damage like Ali Up late talking to the fans on the website That's the only thing that send your man of to bed right fu*k THE WORLD fu*k MY MOMS AND MY GIRL Well maybe not moms Just let me remain calm This too won't last This too shall pa** At least that's what I say dog That's what I pray for And I'm the only thing that's standing in my way yall But I gotta be wit me There's no escape yall I guess depression just stepped in and took over sh** like its known to do I guess its that Hey Joe I'm going home with you Turn your phone off I need to be alone with you I need to be in the zone with you Cause I'm the only thing you grown to n***a Look I own you n***a Been with me since ten But you startin to confuse me Cause Its been so long You still trying to lose me Like b**h how could you show me such cruelty When everybody turns there back on you Joe it's just you and me You don't want me to see you right And why you always come see me how we reunite Tell me I know you feel for me deep in your heart Doctors, meetings, pills couldn't keep us apart Now you got a deal And you wanna get rid of me But we roommates I'm in your head Joe You live with me So I don't write for the fans Nah I write to my man And hope hell just leave and understand Like Like please leave the kid in peace Let me smoke this one cig in peace Just leave me for a second man Its been too long and I can't coupe it And as long as you around I can't make that dance music [Chorus]