Joe Budden - Ordinary Love sh** (Parts 1 & 2) lyrics

[Part 1] My path for tomorrow is relaxing at full throttle Born to be a leader but a tough act to follow Bet on me at all costs in spite of my cash So if I can't afford the Waldorf, I can afford to fall off Stories over greatness, no stopping my zone I'm bumping Roman's Revenge but I'm plotting my own Like a prophecy in case n***as haven't learned not to bother me Before you send your shots, just check my return policy Could do without the leeches, shoes without the creases Miami Heat hater but I do the South Beaches For any drama I be calling up monsters I ain't Gilbert I never met a Wall I can't conquer Ruger aimed if I'm who you try and belittle I learned it's hard to get justice when you try and be civil Whatever the future holds I can live with the day Some n***as will sell their soul but some will give it away And that's the devil in disguise they window of opportunity is minimized Simplified, check what I exemplify b**h n***a, here's something for you to generalize Estate out by Tenafly, pool houses, winterized Play in that water, you bound to get your feet wet Only rapper with nothing to hide, me and G-Dep My shorty might disagree with that sentiment If I keep something from you, I promise it's all innocent b**hes gon get you with that fake out beat Won't let them Media Takeout me A made n***a gotta know I'm dealing with me Gotta put up with a lot of hate Before you say you love me how much of it can you tolerate You can't talk about marriage and giving birth If you hit the dirt anytime you think I lift a skirt It grows tiresome every time you get berserk Plus if you abandon home over what was just a flirt Without a care, I'll just chuck Deuces My skin will turn numb and you'll be stuck with what your truth is Then you'll feel a way thinking I should have resisted Then you'll start to see a side of me you never knew existed Cause you've never seen me act like a jerk I know women will provoke you and get mad when it works Rather reserved and that always makes matters the worst Cause I go on about my business and not act like it hurts But wait, it's to the point I gotta ask myself Why the f** is it so easy to detach myself Maybe it ain't you, just something I lack myself But if these wounds are self inflicted I can patch myself Now listen I could give a f** bout how them other n***as treated you If your a** was that perfect they would be with you I don't care if you dime'd out You'll say your the best I'll ever have and I'll say I'm willing to find out Wait, I'm thinking bout our bond and what happened to it If you ain't lifting the burden, you probably adding to it She say my logic's wild and it's sick to her She say I'm all for self and don't consider her She feel like she don't have a voice in this relationship I'm thinking boo you got a choice so why you taking it Certain sh** I wouldn't stand for I'm giving her my all but she demands more I wish she would understand more Certain sh** you couldn't plan for I'm guessing if I love you and you're worth it I should take some time out and figure if you deserve this But you just think that I'm full of it We both come from backgrounds of bullsh** I'm fortunate that ain't what you see in me I'll stop lying to you once you start believing me…… [Part 2] But I'm always who you wanna bring the questions to It's less about me hiding sh** and more about protecting you It's totally different the way our minds are made up To me flirting's natural, to her it's cause for break up To me it's human nature she disagree with the logic Confusing being monogamous with being robotic I talk to other girls, I interact with em You shouldn't take that as tryna get in the sack with them Just know how I act with you is how I act alone I signed up for a girl not a chaperon Besides that plan'll backfire and I'll dishonor her She don't take my word and now I feel I'm being monitored And I want you to be the one that I endured the longest Accept me at my weakest, support me at my strongest Bring something to the table though, earn ya keep Then I'll triple it and all I ask in return is peace Ain't with the arguing sh** all the time You see I'm honest to a fault but is it yours or mine I put you through some things where you could have bolted You want honesty or rather sh** be sugar coated I'll put you on a list of people screaming f** me too Do you want a pretty lie or the ugly truth? Truth is you got some things that you gotta learn too When everything that concerns me don't concern you Truth is you gotta a couple tainted views And you bring up my ex as if I couldn't do the same with you Truth is you want me the dude that kept it realer Truth is you're too emotional and need a better filter No third party will ruin our plan I'd hate for you to be the girl who's too consumed with her man So I want you to have your own plans You to have you own ends, you to have your own life You to have your own friends and I'll be right beside you I can tell that you pride full Cause you don't bring up problems that you got with me till I do You say that I'm out a lot and that I ain't here enough You take care of me and I'll take care of us I'd love to put a child in you and live lavish But my baby momma scared me, let me tell you bout my baggage We could have a son and break up and be done And now I'll never see him again As you take him and run You gon' tell him that he's fatherless Tell him that I'm cowardly You'll have some resentment so you'll start acting childishly You'll rape me in court cause of course you'll have it out for me To you it may sound absurd but for me it's a reality Still at times where it seems like you're not proud of me Though I'm showing you the best man I know how to be But you keep saying show me more You'd appreciate me better had you known me before You've never been cheated on Had another chick in your house in your bed You, you ain't seen the worst time Hit you with that old move Take you to a flick that I've already seen with another broad But pretend like it's my first time And, nah you don't know how that sound On the phone with you, while she quiet in the background Bunch of sh** that I ain't in a hurry to do So before you beef, know that he got buried for you I dont tell you that for points, nah, you can keep the brownies I tell you so that you know I was mature when you found me Tell you so you know that little boy sh** that I get annoyed with You should keep it coy with, cause all that is, is stress for me I'm not ya ex baby girl, you not a catch for me I mean respectfully, certain sh** I'm not a glutton for For every bad b**h, there's a n***a tired of f**ing her But you could be my wife forever Let's grow old live life together Vacay, catch flights, take pictures Everything that my last broad always wanted but got a beef with me when she asked for it...