Joe Agger - Fluorescent Light lyrics

I cave in under fluorescent lights They beam me down and I fall to my knees It all comes in patterns, stitches, crossroads And its hard to feel alive Its easy to see what's wrong with me Its easy to see what's wrong with me I will disintegrate with words on Wire More likely to shake out fists of gold I paint proposals in records on the wall In statues unseen from a suburb window In hospital linoleum and chipping paint In realizations that come when I forget my own name Its easy to see what's wrong with me Its easy to see what's wrong with me I will disintegrate with words on Wire More likely to shake out fists of gold I hang up paintings of a life untold One that I dreamed of as a child I walk in this forest still to see If my tree tangles with bitter company My words are coming out now Breaking in patterns with spiked confidence At the peak is where I wish to stay Without fading on a dismal day Its easy to see what's wrong with me Its easy to see what's wrong with me I will disintegrate with words on Wire More likely to shake out fists of gold