Giving free will, but within certain limitation. I cannot will myself to limitless mutation. I cannot know what i would be if i were not me. I can only guess me. So when i say that i know me, how can i know that? What kinda spider understands arachnophobia? I have my senses and my sense of having senses. Do i got them, or they me? The weight of dust exceeds the weight of settled object. What can it mean, such gravity without a center? Is there freedom to un-be? is there freedom for will to be? Sheer momentum makes us act this way or that way. We just invent or just a**ume a motivation. I would disperse, be disconnected. Is this possible? What a soldier without a _ Being the air, but not be air. being the no air. Being the air, but not be air. being the no air. Beyond the loose neither compacted nor suspended. Had i been free, i could have chosen not to be me. Demented forces push me madly 'round a treadmill. Demented forces push me madly 'round a treadmill.