Joal Kamps - Wasting lyrics

I've spent oh so much time chasing after things that hurt me Though alive, I'm dead inside - and I'm starting to define This dual nature in me The taste of your lips was like cinnamon - it just tasted so right But it was like a poison kiss on the tip of my lips Now I slowly die I've been wasting all my time, wasting away my mind, on worries I need to see a change I have thought of all I've done - but it all amounts to nothing 'Cause every idol I put up takes another place in my heart It's always the same 'Cause the taste of your lips was like cinnamon - it just tasted so right But it was like a poison kiss on the tip of my lips Now I slowly die I've been wasting all my time, wasting away my mind, on worries I need to make a change Spending all of my time before a screen Watching my heart bleed out before me; so empty I've been wasting, wasting Poison religion, relationships gone wrong, addictions We've been wasting, wasting