JMC - Infected lyrics

(Intro) (JMC) Ughh what is wrong with me? I'm trapped... (Voice) Hahahaha (JMC) Who are you? (Voice) Nobody (JMC) What have you done to me? (Voice) Nothing (JMC)I want answers, HEY Ugh.. Just help me (Radio) News in, Long Story Short was a success! (JMC) How?? (1st Verse) It's like I'm waking up from a dream Goodmorning but I had a nightmare That I kept rapping until I was grown Wasted quarter of my life & didn't get anywhere That's a risk that i suffer from I need to decide before i ruin My life, that i dedicated to rap, it might k** me if i try to escape cause I Have been trapped inside Cornered helpless like cat and mice I feel like i've been given bad advice Like follow your dreams it's more like a sacrifice I'm turning my back on everybody,nobody left to trust So my life is in the hands of myself so stay out of my vision fu*k! (Hook) Infected with rap It's like a parasite came in contact With my brain, took over directed My mind to a bad life section An i've been, feeling different With something that i've been hit with Seems like i'm infected I'm bleeding rap, I'm tryna cleanse it (2x) (Verse) It all started when i was young, i was inspired By the family writers I got caught on it like barbed wire & then i had a goal that couldn't expire It was fame, that was everything to me It grew, took over my brain and see I became elite, an i have not been freed Since i spent 5 dollars on that pen & looseleaf Now damn, this is where i have to think Without rap my mind would have overfilled In the blink of an eye, So Why Is this the only escape route for me I vented already on Long Story Now i got new issues though That are expanding demanding that i let go! But I Can't! (Hook)