JMC - Disguise lyrics

(Hook) I want everything that lies Behind your beautiful disguise Tonight.. Tonight.. Tonight.. (2x) (Verse 1) - (JMC) About me there's too much that i keep hidden Music hitting me where it hurts Thought i was representing OSAY no wait, I'm Not, I got Too much on my plate to finish my whole f**ing dinner off It's a hard decision, that's incisioned my brain Left my visions behind, redesigned my whole description And now i shall mention that i still love em The group that brought me where I am, an now i'm gone what's gonna Happen next as the story moves on I feel so tore up about this i teared up writing this song I do not wanna leave, these are my family at heart But what is best for the artist that sometimes you gotta abort I swear this is by far the deepest song i've ever written I'll support them till the world ends if i'm even forgiven But guys i still wanna keep a very strong connection DeV & I are parting, making moves to get our recognition (Hook) (Verse 2) - (JMC) For those who don't understand, cause i wear my mask As a disguise that covers my eyes yeah This choice i've decided Has punctured my rhyming But now i am rising, intellectually climbing The responsibility i've been Facing with music & situations Made me uncomfortable & worry about my life, It's Crazy Horrible choices left to be made an This is all i got left So i gotta keep my head up & keep making progress I don't know whether to regret or feel good I left my family in rap, the respect within our brotherhood GONE, an it's a heartbreaker My feelings could stretch an acre Wait the issue is not me, why do i suffer anger My minds lost out in the ocean So much time & devotion The notion, that i was going to the top but in slow motion Just wasn't enough commotion Communication & hoping That work would ever get done I'm not discriminating i'm stating That i gotta move on! (Pre-Hook) You look so perfect in disguise I know you're broken up inside Tonight... (Hook)