JK - This Is What It Feels Like lyrics

[Verse 1: Docman] Wanna know how it feel to be a n***a like me No money in yah pocket and your girl wanna cheat Cause your chasing your dreams and the hoe don't see [this is what it feels like] Trying to get famous, but the people all hate Don't wanna show love to a kid trying to make His time worth wild, his mama face smile Put dollars in her pocket, make her forget bout the trials that we been through Some nights couldn't even eat Small a** shoes on my big feet Don't know how it go well [This is what it feels like] I ain't trying to preach, take it or get rapped at Want to know how it feel to get shot at for a dime sack Cousin laying dead, 3 shots to the head Take a shot to the head trying to k** the pain Pop pop pop wish I could shoot all you n***as Middle finger up, hope the outsiders feel us The k**ers is real, my heart is pain cause [this is what it feels like] Look inside my eyes, see inside my soul Try to find peace in the pieces of gold That lay in my mind, its taking a toll I'm slowing way down like H-town screw And screwing the lane up, beating these lames up Empier forever never ever gonna change up Been through so much the light it says [this is what it feels like] My life ain't over, it's better days ahead Trying to get some head to clear my head Even when i'm dead, I still live on Don't know how I feel? Then rewind this song [Chorus: Docman] Turn the lights down, way down [this is what it feels like] If you're the one, if you're the one [turn the f** up n***a] Yah don't know what I been through Yah don't know what I really seen But I give it to you in this 16 [this is what it feels like] To be lied to, to be cheated To have your whole world feel defeated To have your legs cut from under you When the people know that you need it like [Verse 2: JK] When I'm coming I'm a k** it Give the feeling of a monster inside me Until I k** em all cause [this is what it feels like] When your all alone in this world Ain't nobody there, no need to reload I promise I'm a k** em all cause I'm on this new tip I can't trust friends I can't stand em My whole life caving in front of me I can't see clear Time to man up [this is what it feels like] When love is turning you best friend And You too cold to get blessed in The right move to win time to sink or swim One question Will you stand up or will you sit down You can get up or you can get down I've been down the road to success we ken now I can't quite now [this is what it feels like] When my heart to cold to pump straight fluid And my skin to thick to take bruises From boys coming at me I can't take looses To the top so I stop begging and choosing My battles especially when I'm loosing My fears is gone and my spirit moving To new mountains its time to prove it [this is what it feels like] I'm gone with the wind and I can't come back When the guns retreat and the hearts attack I'm aiming back pull the heat co*k the glocc Then I clack clack [Chorus: Docman] Turn the lights down, way down [this is what it feels like] If you're the one, if you're the one [turn the f** up n***a] Yah don't know what I been through Yah don't know what I really seen But I give it to you in this 16 [this is what it feels like] To be lied to, to be cheated To have your whole world feel defeated To have your legs cut from under you When the people know that you need it like Turn the lights down, way down [this is what it feels like] If you're the one, if you're the one