JJ - I wish lyrics

[Hook] I wish I could hate you I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don't I just f** sh** up I wish I could break you Put some make up on and make you jealous, but that would never work I wish I could hate you I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don't Cause I just f** sh** up [Verse 1] How many times I call you and you ain't picking up? I wonder what you do and you don't give a f** Fell in love Phenomenal This game turned me into an animal So I do it to them Boyfriends, I'm through with them Bullsh**, through with them All that, through with them Ask me one thing, you know, I'm through with them I wish I could spend the time I spend on you on me I just f** things up [Hook] I wish I could hate you I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don't I just f** sh** up I wish I could break you Put some make up on and make you jealous, but that would never work I wish I could hate you I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don't Cause I just f** sh** up [Bridge] Reminding myself, reminding myself, reminding myself Reminding myself, reminding myself, reminding myself Reminding myself when you used to come over Reminding myself that I'm still getting loaded I am fully loaded Reminding myself I wish I was special Then you would never do it like you do it to me now And I would never do it like I do it to you now [Hook] I wish I could hate you I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don't I just f** sh** up I wish I could break you Put some make up on and make you jealous, but that would never work I wish I could hate you I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don't Cause I just f** sh** up