JJ Posway - Sick Spine lyrics

It's fine, I'll wait for my time I'll feign awake. I'll let it happen. It just gets worse I wanna leave this crooked body behind and just disperse And like everything that piles on me, it's not my fault - please don't let it be me It's not me Tonight I'm aching Splayed out on what little ground I can find space for I'm shouldering the cost so I can live how I see fit, hoping someday we grow out of this And like everything that piles on me, it's not my fault - please don't let it be me It's not me And I was filled with spite So I stood in place It left me apathetic, callous I was a total waste