Jinkx Monsoon - Hold On lyrics

What a noble way to be forgotten Who could know that limbo felt like this? With six kids and so many years behind us Now to find you're too busy for a kiss But I can hold on, hold on to our life Oh, the home it bores me, I cannot lie With nobody here it's just a cave The drinks may numb, the pills sedate me Some days just getting up is being brave And even when you're near me you never hear me But I can hold on, hold on to our life Show me love, don't stand me up, show me something Give me your heart or go away He's taken every part of me The mind and soul and heart of me And if my life is taken up, then what's the use of breaking up It's like an old man playing a new song He plays a strange chord and all the sound's wrong Can't take a new path now every path is gone But I'll hold on, hold on