Jin (mc Jin) - Fan Mail lyrics

Can you believe it, a whole decade has gone by Since I dropped my first album, man time flies Where does it go, nobody knows I appreciate you all, for coming to the shows Just to get front row, so that I can see your sign Showing up hours early, didn't even mind Cos when I hit the stage, nothing else matter We were on cloud 9, till my dreams got shattered Felt like the spotlight, faded overnight I can only blame myself, cos I fell into the hype Couldn't admit it hurt, the game was so intense They threw dirt on my name, but you came to my defense Some abandoned ship, but you stuck around Even supported the projects I put out underground As far as my career is like I crash to survive All these years it was you that kept my pa**ion alive You're more than just a fan to me [x3] I think of you as family They talk about it like it was just yesterday Overwhelmed by the love that they sent my way You know what blows my mind when they say Jin I remember I was in the 7th grade I used to watch you every week I was so amazed Up there to compete, man it felt like I was on that stage And when you got signed I got signed too Yea thats why I'll always stand behind you See that was something I was not prepared for Still figuring things out for myself therefore All the songs about getting drunk or smokin up Never cross my mind the messages you were soakin up Didn't realize where I was till I was in it Truth is, I was never mean to begin with Hopefully we'll be face to face someday And we'll both see how we have come such a long way You're more than just a fan to me [x3] I think of you as family Lets connect, thats exactly why I came Showing love, wanna hug, take a picture Sign my name, sure thing, as long as I ain't in a hurry Can always re-take it if the picture looks blurry Hand shakin, hey no need to be nervous Take a deep breath, none of us are perfect I know you might have expectations But I'm just a man, not to be idolized I hope you understand.. So feel free to take me off that pedestal I'd rather see you eye to eye, now there's a better view We have lots in common, and all the vid is real Share the same emotions, till life can make you feel Your support is unconditional, they don't understand it Between me and you, I will not take it for granted Reach out anytime, send an email.. No offense though.. that's my g'mail You're more than just a fan to me [x3] I think of you as family