Jimmy Mitch - Reluctance lyrics

[Hook: Jimmy Mitch] I keep avoiding what I know I want And settling for everything I know I don't I don't know what to do but look inside keep asking myself why And I know the answer's true but I've ignored it til I can't no more I'm sick of wasting all my time away Life s**s and I wanna just fly away But until the time's right I gotta stay I'll be reluctant til my dying day until I fly away Sick of wasting all my time away Life s**s and I wanna just die today But the time's right and I've gotta say That I'm throwing my reluctance away all my reluctance away [Verse 1: Jimmy Mitch] You had something that I needed Granted you weren't the only one who released it But you was the only one who conceded to me I did what I would while I could And dealt with the consequences that wasn't all good I mean you had a couple perks it wasn't all bad I mean you took a lot of time but wasn't all the time that I had And I realized that before I shook so I shook back Back to the basics really you're giving a little more than you're taking And I was just whining and kept complaining I need to Git Up and Git Out Cause having some of nothing's more than having to do without No time for fussing that dont get me nothing Though you give me pain and strain still it's for something Having something with substance for that I'll never let you go Reluctant I'm keeping you in spite of what I want [Hook] [Verse 2: Jimmy Mitch] Now even though I don't want to or want you The way you put it on me that's just something I don't wanna lose You showed me love in my dusty shoes You never changed when I got the news been so long now the news dusty too I swear I ain't in love with you That's why I let you go crawling back I'm at your shoes You took me back man I swear I don't know how to act Cause I was ready to bust out a week after that I held it down for a year though thick and thin Got comfortable and now you acting up again I got a chance at the gift that keeps on giving in And If I get it then I'm never coming back again I'm back again til I get it so I'm going in Taking L's left and right I'm an alien I come in peace but you bringing all the ruckus in So I'ma take it all and make a song out of it [Hook] [Verse 3: Jimmy Mitch] All of my raps are totally radical dude so a sabbatical's due I'm getting tired of your atti-titude You're starting to driving me crazy keep on calling me lazy When I run the whole show for these scraps that you paying me Well this crap is insane-ing me I take a leap of faith and wish good luck on replacing me You know I can't wait to see whoever that you pulling from this peanut gallery But hey I told you so so you can't even get mad at me I never thought I'd meet a douche so an*l How could you make something so painless be so painful Supposed to be my black brother like Cain and Abel Only peace I find with you is drawn under a table Damn thought we was cool dog oh how shameful And you don't even care huh Rip Van Winkle Well I'm taking off you can kiss my Pringles And consider this my two weeks jingle deuces no singles [Hook]