Jimmy Knox - CYCLE lyrics

[VERSE 1:JIMMY KNOX] I WAKE UP WITH A PAIN IN MY GUT/I HATE IT,IT SUCCS/MY BRAIN ISN'T MUCH/I STAINED IT WITH DRUGS/I'M SUCH A RIDICULOUS,HIDEOUS,IDIOT FUCC/JIMMY'S A BUM/THAT'S WHAT THEY SAY IN THE CITY I'M FROM/I COPE WITH A CUP OF THE sh*tTIEST RUM/IN THE DEPTHS OF THE MOST INSIDIOUS SLUMS/PACING BACC AND FORTH THROUGH MY APARTMENT IN THE DARKNESS/EATING LEFT OVER NUGGETS FROM THE GOLDEN ARCHES/CRUSHING co*kROACHES AS THEY SCURRY ACROSS MY CARPET/SPILLIN ALL OF MY LIQUOR AS I'M TRIPPIN OVER SOME GARBAGE/I USED TO HAVE TOGETHER OR AT LEAST I THOUGHT I DID/NOW I'M JUST SOME ROTTEN KID WHO'S HOPING FOR APOCALYPSE/I WAS ONCE THE HOTTEST sh*t LIKE UNCLE JESS KATSOPOLIS/NOW MY HOUSE IS ONLY FULL CAUSE IT'S WHERE ALL THE MONSTERS LIVE/IT'S COMPLETELY OBVIOUS, I GOTTA GET MY sh*t STRAIGHT/BUT I HAVE PROBLEM BEING CAUGHT UP IN THIS SICK GAME/CATCH MYSELF PONDERING,HOW'D I GET TO THIS PLACE?/WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL MY FRIENDS, AND WHY'D THEY TURN SO b*tch MADE?/IT'S LAME, WHEN THINGS CHANGE, RE ARRANGE UP OUT OF THE BLUE/AND ALL THE PEOPLE YOU DESPERATELY NEED LIVE FINE WITHOUT YOU/IT'S LIKE, ALL THE THINGS I CHERISH JUST REMAIN IN THE PAST/AND IT'S A PAIN IN THE ASS/WATCHING THEM FADING TO BLACC/WE SELL OUR SOULS TO THE NINE TO FIVE UNTIL THE DAY WE DIE/MOST NEVER EXPERIENCE WHAT IT IS LIKE TO BE ALIVE/ AND I WON'T LIE/ I'M AFRAID TO BE OE OF THOSE/BUT I ALREADY FEEL MYSELF BECOMING JUST ANOTHER GHOST... [Chorus:JIMMY KNOX] WHO AM I?/I DON'T KNOW/ I LOST MYSELF A LONG TIME AGO/I CAN'T COPE WITH GETTING OLD/I DON'T WANNA BE TOLD TO LET GO(I WON'T LET GO) LIFE GOES BY WITH NO CONTROL/I'M TOO HIGH TO FEEL THIS LOW/I CAN'T COPE WITH GETTING OLD/I DON'T WANNA BE TOLD TO LET GO(I WON'T LET GO X4) [VERSE 2:JIMMY KNOX] I WOKE UP TODAY MORE PISSED THAN THE REST/IT'S THE FIRST OF THE MONTH ND I DON'T HAVE MY RENT/TAKING A PUFF OFF A LIGHT CIGARETTE/I AM OVERLY STRESSED/STARVING AND SPENT/I COULD'VE ORDERED SOME FOOD/INSTEAD I BOUGHT A QUARTER AND BOOZE/I THINK I'M BORDERING DOOM/MAN I AM ALL SORT OF CONFUSED/I'M MAKING THE WRONG DECISION FOR EVERY OPTION I'M GIVEN/I'M HAUNTED BY VISIONS OF THINGS I WISH I DID BUT I DIDN'T/THE TIME WE HAVE IS PRECIOUS,YET I'M WASTING MINE SO RAPIDLY/I CAN'T EVEN FUNCTION WITHOUT DABS,HASH,OR BAGS OF WEED/I'M ALMOST OUT OF LIQUOR,LOOK I'M DOWN TO HALF BOTTLE/CAPTURE YOUTHFUL ESSENCE FLIPPING THROUGH A GRAPHIC NOVEL/BECOMING OLD IS THE HARDEST PILL WE HAVE TO SWALLOW/AND WE'RE NEVER CERTAIN WHO JUST MAY COLLAPSE TOMORROW/I'M ALWAYS PISSED OFF, NO LETTING MY RAGE SETTLE/ WE'RE A BUNCH OF SICC DOGS ALL CAGED IN THE SAME KENNELS/YOU CAN PLAY GOD,AND I WILL REMAIN YOUR DEVIL/AS WE FIGHT OVER THE BONES AT TH BOTTOM OF THE KETTLE/MY BACC IT HURTS/I REALLY HATE THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO WORK/AND AFTERWORDS,I ACT A JERK/MY GIRL SHE THINKS I'M ALWAYS MAD AT HER/I'M JUST PISSED I'M A JANITOR, NOT LIVING OUT MY FANTASIES/SOMETIMES I CAN BARELY TO BREATHE NEAR THE BULLsh*t LIFE HAS HANDED ME/I TRY TO HOPE FOR THE BEST/AND NOT BE MOPEY DEPRESSED/BUT MOSTLY I'M TOO STRESSED/SO MOST DAYS I JUST WON'T LEAVE BED/I LOSE WEIGHT,GAIN WEIGHT,AND THEN LOSE IT AGAIN/IT SEEMS TO BE THE SAME THING THAT I DO WITH MY FRIENDS/PALE SKIN,NO SHAVE/sh*tTY JOB WITH LOW PAY/CAN'T CATCH UP LIFE WON'T WAIT/TIME PASSES I DON'T CHANGE/ANXIETY'S A b*tch I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE TO FUCC/IT'S DAYS LIKE THIS WHERE I FINALLY FEEL I'VE HAD ENOUGH... [Chorus:JIMMY KNOX] WHO AM I?/I DON'T KNOW/ I LOST MYSELF A LONG TIME AGO/I CAN'T COPE WITH GETTING OLD/I DON'T WANNA BE TOLD TO LET GO(I WON'T LET GO) LIFE GOES BY WITH NO CONTROL/I'M TOO HIGH TO FEEL THIS LOW/I CAN'T COPE WITH GETTING OLD/I DON'T WANNA BE TOLD TO LET GO(I WON'T LET GO) MOST OF US HAVE DAMAGED SOULS/AND CAN'T FIND OUR OWN WAY BACC HOME/WHY ARE WE ALL SO ALONE?/WHEN DID WE BECOME SO COLD(BECOME SO COLD) MY SELF ESTEEM WILL EAT ME WHOLE/IN YOUR EYES,I'M JUST JOKE/WHY ARE WE ALL SO ALONE?/WHEN DID WE BECOME SO COLD?(BECOME SO COLD) WHO AM I?/I DON'T KNOW/ I LOST MYSELF A LONG TIME AGO/I CAN'T COPE WITH GETTING OLD/I DON'T WANNA BE TOLD TO LET GO(I WON'T LET GO) LIFE GOES BY WITH NO CONTROL/I'M TOO HIGH TO FEEL THIS LOW/I CAN'T COPE WITH GETTING OLD/I DON'T WANNA BE TOLD TO LET GO(I WON'T LET GO) MOST OF US HAVE DAMAGED SOULS/AND CAN'T FIND OUR OWN WAY BACC HOME/WHY ARE WE ALL SO ALONE?/WHEN DID WE BECOME SO COLD(BECOME SO COLD) MY SELF ESTEEM WILL EAT ME WHOLE/IN YOUR EYES,I'M JUST JOKE/WHY ARE WE ALL SO ALONE?/WHEN DID WE BECOME SO COLD?(BECOME SO COLD)