Jim I.E. - The Trillos lyrics

[Intro] Let me speak to ya (x3) [Verse 1] Look pops, I done put a lot of work into this art form I know you sometimes wonder how the struggles I'll depart from Just help me out and put some faith in what you've taught I've taken every lesson put some work into those thoughts So tenfold I'mma k** this game for what's inside Of your heart from when you felt that you couldn't provide I guess you couldn't see when lights adjusted to your flutters And I know you lost your wife, but god damn I lost a mother I almost cry sometimes I say that I feel that's sorta weak since all this drama happened way back I should've faced the truth but kept it locked and hid astray And all that made me true became a lie that fades away I'm telling you it wasn't part of what I had intended When you and I had drifted off and somehow got offended Your my only parent left and I would die for what you bleed Cause after all, children just a product of they're seed This relationship's been damaged Bruise black hammered I only wanna bring us back to blue black hammocks and chill with ya Take a second to start to build with ya Feel with ya, pouring drinks I can spill with ya Just me and you and reminiscing And speak about this life and how it feels to close that distance It's us against the world and we the captains of offense Let's terrorize these demons that had captured what we dreamt Don't take this verse as a cop-out I've replenished Matter fact, I'mma call you when I'm finished I'ma tell you that I'm planning something big for you in store This music sh** go'n help us get that whip that you adore My life began in castles, for a minute fell to shambles But bet your f**in' a** I hit the jackpot on this gamble See I'mma do it how you wanted from the get-go And that's word to Cindy Miraflor Trillo [Hook] Let me speak to ya Pops, let me speak to ya I hope this music speaks to ya I hope it speaks to ya Let me speak to ya (x8) [Verse 2] Where the f** do I begin? I miss you, I wish you could've still been in my lens I wish I would have spoken more, understood your focus more In talks I wish I opened more Deeper than the ocean floor But wishin' and a'prayin got me nowhere in my life Which f**s my thinking up because I felt that's all you tried You gave your will to God and threw your life into his hands Gave extra time to scriptures and put faith in his demands Now I ain't saying that's where most my anger starts Rather it's the fact I saw your muscles fall apart I saw your face relinquish all that you ever embodied Then saw the d** diminish as they ran throughout your body I was 10 when I first saw that chemo bald your cap And I felt so enraged I swore I'd buy you a new hat Childish precinct, your child is blinking To shield away the pain from all that childish thinking But honestly you've given more than I should ever get I found my love for music through the pain from when you left And to this day it's sustenance for every time I fail I just wish that I could say I'm putting money in the mail Kinda hard but I'll say it I'm speaking through this playlist, I'm bleeding on these Songs for you and hoping heaven play it I'm seeing what the clouds can do and how they seem to save it Tell God I'm sorry for my sins and ask him to be patient By the way, I received your little gift She's beautiful I feel like all is better when we kiss She's smarter than your son and everything I hadn't worked to be… And I know you did that purposely I guess this letter serves as knowledge of my growth Cause had this been '06 I probably never would've wrote Momma you all I see when people ask me how I write And you all I ever feel when I step into those lights [Hook] Let me speak to ya Ma, let me speak to ya Let me speak to ya (x8) Let me speak