Jez Dior - Relapse lyrics

Woke up this morning I wanted a drink I wanted to drink from this pain Been in love with the feeling for too long Feeling I'm gonna break Woke up this morning I wanted a drink I wanted to drink from this pain Been in love with the feeling for too long Feeling I'm gonna break Oh, first time on that RELAPSE On the same day that he pa**ed You see these tears come from my eyes How I'm months away while you're so dry I hate that I love it I love that I hate it I know you don't get it You think that it's overrated I knew that I should have stopped all this before But now it's too late, I'm face down on the floor The gift and the curse, you take family from me They go to better places, I'm stuck in here without them and no money I f** all the money, f** all my problems Saying this sh** get funny Lost one in, two then, three then, four then, five then I lost count while it's running You give me them back, can't take no more Why is he stepping on hospital floors? I swear on my lord I can't take this no more If you taking in to them, you meet right before That I don't write songs like this for a while Then I turn around and get another phone call Do you get why I'm paranoid every time home calls? Do you get now honey why I gotta drink out of pop sand to escape Seen Superman go from Superman to baby standing in a day So I cried last night, cried last night Didn't know what to think Now I know what to think Woke up this morning I wanted a drink I'm sorry I'm weak like Woke up this morning I wanted a drink I wanted to drink from this pain Been in love with the feeling for too long Feeling I'm gonna break Woke up this morning I wanted a drink I wanted to drink from this pain Been in love with the feeling for too long Feeling I'm gonna break I wanna speak at the top of my lungs If it gives me a chance to be speaking to you I f**ing had it, I'm tired of weeping I've got some skeletons that sweep under you Talk to me god, talk to my mom Tell me why we had our everything lost Tell me why I have been all of these people But end up paying price to enemy's cost Tell me about my past life What did I go wrong? Did I just keep it too real when I got up in here And wrote songs Tell me right now, I need to know Can't be confused by the time I let go I'm getting close, seeing these ghosts What do they call this, I think overdose! Woke up this morning I wanted a drink I wanted to drink from this pain Been in love with the feeling for too long Feeling I'm gonna break Woke up this morning I wanted a drink I wanted to drink from this pain Been in love with the feeling for too long Feeling I'm gonna break