Jevon Doe - Had To Do It lyrics

As it all falls down, as it all makes sense I had to let go all these rights And let go all these fears I had to sacrifice these nights You see it took some years I had to let go of my mama She said I never shine I had to let go off these n***as Who said it ain't my time I lost a lot of different women Who said they needed love Baby girl I'm tryina blow So all you can get is this hub Lost a lot of different shows 'Cause they ain't had a buzz Lost touch with my pops 'Cause the n***a never showed love (x2) Boy I had to do it To get back on my feet Yeah boy I had to do it Yeah, to stay up on my grind Boy I had to do it, yeah Ain't really mean to But once the means come through You see it all makes sense My father left when I was 14 My mama put me down since then n***a Dropped my first song when I was 15 I know that I would blow even back then n***a Came in with my mind right I done seen things been through things I done ran lights with no shoe strings I done f**ed hoes through their g strings f**ed up on a bad night Witch a bad b**h talking two things Who the f** I'ma front for n***a Who the f** I'ma jump for n***a Why would I give up though 'Cause I'm at the point where you tryina be? n***as claiming that they seek change Be the same n***as not tryina see This is not a gift, this is prophecy This sh** here was meant for me I feel like it was meant to be We had chemistry mixed with empathy But you doubt it We both could have been on good But you ain't bout it Just get this understood girl But when the money coming Don't be tryina say I'm fronting Cause I ain't break you up for nothing You see I ain't transform for nothing, girl (x2) Boy I had to do it To get back on my feet Yeah boy I had to do it Yeah, to stay up on my grind Boy I had to do it, yeah Ain't really mean to But once the means come through You see it all makes sense