Jet Gladstone - Home lyrics

[Verse 1] See me walking out a cream car, like they found me with a brick Turn around, caught the last glimpse of a crown vic Two o'clock in the AM, and it's straight men Staring me down, like I'm a dog in a damn pen Slit wrists, blood drip, slipping down the back of my hands Like I just tipped over the bands Now I'm staring at a wasteland, please don't misunderstand me And B, they got me sinking like quicksand Cuffed up, head down, feeling blameless Like a bride in her white gown, feeling so stainless But I ain't shameless, man gotta suffer defeat And still others just run and retreat Now I'm strapped to a black chair Solely wanna demonstrate, show them who I really am Solely wanna educate, break a stereotype Then take their minds and captivate Compensate for all the lost time, gotta demonstrate [Chorus] Another summer day, has come and gone away From Paris and Rome, but I wanna go home Baby surrounded by, a million people I Still feel all alone, I wanna go home [Verse 2] So flashback to the first part of my night In between cars to the first part of my night DC, got me at a lounge on 9th street First time in front of a crowd, I'm tryna keep it discrete See me walking to the stage with my pants sagged Vision of me choking, instead I got up and bagged The mic, and every girl in sight is gonna learn my insight This little black light, my new found hindsight Tryna make it to the top of game with no promotion Investing all this damn time into my emotions Leaving the club, got a n***a so siced up Heading to the car, all the thoughts got me tied up Pulling out the tools, got a cigarello ready Got a G of "loud pack" in a bag tryna hold it steady Instead it got lost when I was blowing my high A mistake that happened in the blink of an eye [Chorus] So cold, eyes in the back of my head I'm so cold, 5-0 just surround and stared Asking all these questions, I'm they new obsession Tryna make it out the session with no confession But they making new progression, found possession All the damn aggression, I said my confesssion And just like that, all my pride is stripped Got tossed, cop telling me he done with all the bullsh** Oh sh**, new thoughts rushing through my mind Can't die or go to jail, I'm a one of a kind Wasn't my sh**, But still I took the blame for it Tryna be a n***a didn't know to how to chauffeur it Boxed up, in the car they wanna get me locked up No discussion, last thing I wanna do is knocked up Tryna make it out the station with no probation Struggles of a black kid in this white nation [Chorus] [Bridge]