Jesus Peace - 8 AM In D.C. lyrics

[Verse 1: Jesus Peace] As of late, I've been feeling more indifferent than ever Just got back from New York, ain't that big a' difference in weather Whether it's hot or not, eye gotta focus on getting it Better get it, bet it, flip it The more finessing & fitness, the better The bettor been back and forth on the bus, f** it, flick it to Bettis And I been back and forth with my ex like f** it I'm feeling vendettas f** it, I'm feeling to dead her f**ing came home just to witnessed a letter About an overdraft fee, how the f** I turn into the debtor? Probably from escorting my ex To intimate settings in intricate sweaters Speaking of which, we ain't getting no better But I tried, oh I tried, now I'm tired, I retire What's required for her & White America to give me some credit? A suit and tithes won't fix the debt on my debit Lord knows I'm underestimated, overlooked, and underrated f** that, all 3 claims are understatements Got dirty money from under the table showing up on the statements and I'm laid up under statements I'm trying to be overpaid and under famous I've been overhearing people claiming they the sh** When they just under an*s Just tumblr famous I'm in a proper suite fulfilling prophecy Check any list of prophets and see I'm under Amos Last year, I overstayed my welcome in Jersey City Tried starting a team but they abandoned the dream And left all of their jerseys with me Really didn't wanna have to go for it alone But I guess sometimes a player just got to score on his own Maybe they were scared of my drive and knew it was just a matter of time before I dropped 84 in the zone Ask your girl, I've never been scared to head for the hole First the head, then the whole thing Some say it's a “ho” thing But it's all subjective or simply deflection How women act when I see em' never seems to reflect what they sent in the message Nobody practices what they preach; not even baptists and that's why I'm headed in a different direction I would've choked and then died had I not swallowed my pride to make some different connections Just signed to RED, man this contract is a curse and a blessing Trying some new methods Man the old me was immersed in depression Dropping “Drowning” this year And trust me it's diverse and refreshing It's been like 3 years since I started that track, the first verse is a stepping stone towards imminent progression I thought of it back when I thought I had all the answers to my immanent questions Now my e-mails filled with tons of castings and nudes Which are both underwhelming It's just potential payments, pretty p**y's and b**bs Which are all quite compelling Despite the fact I find money repulsive And women's fear quite repelling Not sure if this is a verse, a poem or just a story I'm telling It turned into a rhyming tangent about some things I've been dwelling on f**ing sick of this telephone I've been yelling on and on About how we need to excel Accelerated breathing whenever I hit my ex cell Thinking to myself “breathe; Inhale then exhale, Jesus Peace is what you need just because you're in hell Don't mean you should give your ex hell." f** it, her lies blowing up Her line's blowing up Like a d-boy with a Nextel Telling her “whoever's next, tell them you overlooked almost everything I saw in you” Concerned about your sadistic characteristics While complete strangers “aww-ing” you I'm convinced that you love me the most when I'm all in you which is ironic since I'm all in you 24/7, 365, Rebecca stays on my mind Mind you, resentment is all I find But when I'm behind you, your cum is all on my thighs The thought of f**ing you got me like “OH MY GOD! I miss f**ing you” I been loving you, how the f** can you ignore the gifts in the present & dwell on the past that's been bugging you Your gift is your presence, which mean your gift is my present, plus I almost drop tears whenever I'm hugging you I've got you so open in so many aspects From the gaping hole under your a** crack After throwing that a** back To your brain filled with unknown tactics from Aztecs Your mind is ajar and I'm trying to fill it with more than just a**umptions and hashtags I got “jealous” one time before over Keith and Tafari not realizing that besides you, nothing's coming before me Planned out a future beside you; nothing's ending our story We been through too much You've been through too much I've been through too much I been for you too much I bend for you too much I vent for you too much I vent to you too much Ignoring all these calls, I press end for you too much That day you asked me to leave, I went for you; 2 months In Harlem and rules still got bent for you too much f**ed you on my roommates bed and didn't give 2 f**s I stayed broke just to stay high, I got bent with you too much To this day, I think I've been with you too much But still I stay until we master every element I wanna bend with you too much If you had just grown up I could've been with you...truth s**s With that being said, what if the truth stuck? How many flowers have I given you? It's clear I want you to flourish How many hours have I given you? It's clear I've wanted to nourish every inch of your soul So I'm trying to walk in your shoes without wearing your soles. Solely focused on you. I'm not indulged in these “hoes” Ain't ran through sh** with my woes Woe is me, this poetry won't mean sh** as a whole Since I mentioned you though and though I used the word first I'll still pay homage to Drake and J. Cole For the popular term and those two lines in this flow My drive is back and I'm in my lane for life Won't cross the two lines on this floor Though it was fire I wrote I dropped two lines once before because sometimes you just simply have to revise what you know You just a liar, what you know? You trust in lies, what you know? You paying tithes, what you know? You dressed in ties, what you know? I've lost my mind trying to win While settling for ties, what you know? I vowed to merge two vowels But if it can't be “U” & “I”, what YOU for? An eye for an eye will leave the whole world blind and people still seeking revenge to be fine, what you 4? What you know?! Did you know that religion rakes in billions without paying taxes? As if “GOD” gotta pay bills, they been fooling your a**es That same “GOD” pa**ed a bill to legally keep my gra** lit The gas hit so good, it made me write like Gü' Gra** did Keeping their own lawn green while they destroy other gra**es See, they're impairing your vision While they selling you gla**es Changing trends fast while making you slow like mola**es The “stand your ground” law is now moving the ma**es Since it isn't so relevant to humans with melanin sh**, we may as well shoot back at they a**es It's forever f** the Feds and every question they ask us I'm fractious What you know?! I ain't spoke to my mother in weeks We've been growing apart Our relationship's fractured And apart from the fact that she's weak She shot a hole in my heart Hard wars are worth winning Been at war with earth's women Where are my Purple Hearts? They say “home's in the heart” And if that's truly the case, then my home's in the art Became fascinated with the end Cuz' I've been bored from the start Lately, life has been dim So dim, that I can't tell my enemies & homies apart A real friend would understand That you can't simultaneously suppress & support You supposed to want to ascend with me When I shoot up the charts I'm an a**a**in with pa**ion It's in my creed to post up at the top I'm hungry for everything on the menu A la mode, a la carte Escargot, and a tart From Toulouse to play her part And I pray she's not to loose I'm in this sh** for the gold And my goal is not to lose And my soul can't be sold I'll tell the devil to “pay dues” Pay day means my pay due Watch em fold like some clothes When choppas spray like bidets do If I don't see every dollar on the same day it's due Last month I made a move That had me gone for a day or 2 Stacked up like a K or 2 1 more and I'll be hanging with the rest of the strangest fruits So I'm finna' stack 47 more and invest in a thing or 2 Ain't seen my brothers in a minute Tryn' pay all of their tuitions; Kai, Donyae and Daiyah too This isn't destiny I made it so this is exactly what I was made to do I've been through sour situations all my life Do I look minute made to you? I've been through hell and back And I'm just happy I made it through But I still think heaven's overrated And religion's been outdated Since day 1 we ain't have a clue As to who the f** we been praying to Teachers thought I never paid attention But I guess I failed to mention They just weren't the ones I would pay it to Never paid attention to what they would say in school I resented it all and missed out but thats just what phases do We made influenced choices that Just so happen to take us through Life and put us in different places too I always paid attention to my latest boo And she never went broke from being paid in full I'd acknowledge her flaws and embrace ‘em too But the ladies were lazy, so I'd chase em too Not believing that chasing women makes a fool Until I realized I was chasing fools Like: Things I knew at 9 is what amazes you? You gave me p**y and power After we chilled for an hour Damn it's crazy what simple phrases do That rhyme scheme went on for like a decade or two I tried to make it smooth in hopes this sh** at least gets me buzzing underground like cicadas do So let the praises through Since the praise is due I want all the praise I want all the pay Where the hell is my money!? n***a ándale My n***as on the way You n***as in the way You n***as on today Our n***as in today's paper but you'll both be gone tomorrow Now ain't that a strong cliche' Clinching every playoff berth in every league possible And when autumn returns, I'll still leap and leave obstacles With notes on how to fall back After you've been deemed phenomenal Was always deemed as the prodigal son Never the probable son The laudable son Or the knowledgeable son I did my best to stay away from the apocryphal ones That have stories for days; you know the impossible ones The improbable ones and the implausible ones Since 6 I had to be the responsible one Since my mom was 26 and the irresponsible one And she still seems to be the insoluble one The very volatile one Easy to bend but not easy to mend Her actions taught me not to dwell Since all things in life have to come to an end I watched her endure a plethora of life's plights And she still won't make amends Not with others but with herself That's how you grow and ascend She's not religious or employed But all she knows is depend Depend on a man, depend on a friend She manipulated her fam and then depended on them They returned the favor right back Because my fam likes revenge And then they all wonder why the fam never blends well Oh well, we all die alone in the end Ending this sh** with some insight on my s** life And some things I learned from somebody I may not see till' the next life Like how college ain't for everyone I could never be stressed, tight Or depressed from some a**ignments And tests that could cause me to miss out on my best nights Watched Lewicki drop so many tears She could've filled up the bed twice But despite her wet sheets, I'd still make up her bed nice And make sure her heads nice and when her head is right I make her play possum and smile Pratt's primrose princess seems to be blossoming now And she's realized that she's the babe that posses the power To shatter any labyrinth she comes across in under an hour She's one of the brightest girls I've come across Not like the ones I tend to run across while stuck in rush hour Waited patiently to know you While they rush to de-clothe you Tripping over their own feet like they tripping off powder I'm glad my presence and our past has you feeling empowered Hope you're still getting baked, I miss the cake and the flour I miss you, Jordan, Annabelle, and Di from the 6 too The issue was we were blind And didn't know what we'd find when we scoured And now it feels like 24/7, I'm the man of the hour I guess spring has much more to offer Than just showers and flowers Views from the Volkswagen while traveling down the road And not even a week after meeting You were already down to roll And you still down for whenever a n***a is down to roll That car will smell like a n***a forever Since I'm always down to pose As a role model for hoes Who still ain't got no one to hold You're still quick to try and get a hold of me Even after being denied the privilege To be the person holding me You still don't understand How my ex could have such a hold on me After all the burns she left And over text, was still scolding me You've cut me off so many times And made many claims that you were over me And my ex did the same sh** Which shows neither of you are over me Because here we are in the same sh** We friends again, and again Lighting up in the same whip For the 4th time you've invited me on the same trip To visit the south for a few days Feels like I'm rolling the same clip And I'm tired of all these actors always saying the same sh** But with this one, there is much potential Hidden in the same mist where Haku would use mirrors as mirages to make sure he can't miss And I can't miss Marley as much as you do I can't love you hardly as much as you love me But even in the midst of things It's clear you were sent by beings above me You let us have fun Even when you're short on lettuce And I'm low on my funds I feel more clever than ever When I come up with these puns I'm notoriously smoking L's till' bud is all in my bun DO YOU GET THE BIG PICTURE? f** it, I still got many more paintings to come No more painters restraining me, just one making me cum You told me I could have head or p**y whenever I want But what I want is for you to wear your crown Without dropping it once Hoping this pa**age of our past could act as a detente And things never again get as bad your aunt That little light in you, that's what I want you to flaunt Because the sun will still shine once the reigning is done I'm on some next sh** So let's fast forward way past my s** list Right now I'm s**less Just know I got memorable membrane And some insane dick game I'm not one to play with; nor mess with I'll be 21 in June & already made my d**h wish Which was to dead every f** boy like the Jaguars did Leftwich Which was the right decision A new leader emerged with more power and nice precision To guide the Knights & Christians In the night to listen To themselves instead of “GOD” And utilize heightened senses And since things are so bad now L'll create a new righteous system But first I gotta conjure up new commandments And write these scriptures In a holy book solely for me to follow Maybe I'll write this in em You create your own Bible