Everybody loves me goes away And I'd k** myself if that would make them stay And I'm drinking to the day that I was made And I'm s**ing on my grown-ups lemonade Yeah I'm a mean motherf**er now but I once was cool Yeah I'm a bad motherf**er now but I once was cool And I was born a long time ago today And everybody loves me goes away And it's Christmas time again Yeah it's Christmas time again And it's Christmas time again again and again In my head In my head Am I dead In my head Curse the light that laughter shines on me And I couldn't care if I'm never on TV I'm fine and fit, I'm wasted, and I'm free And everybody loves me lets me be Yeah I'm a mean motherf**er now but I once was cool Yeah I'm a bad motherf**er now but I once was cool And I was born a long time ago today And everybody loves me goes away And it's Christmas time again Yeah it's Christmas time again And it's Christmas time again again and again In my head In my head Am I dead In my head In my head In my head Am I dead