JESSE-V - Upside down poundcake lyrics

p**y n***a i was broke i was poor i use to sleep on the floor never had b**hes i had roaches on the door hated when it was bath time momma always said this was the last time i never had a relationship wit my dad lived wit my mom but i wish she was the one i never had i use to her pictures just to say i love her she crumbled it up and said art is for b**hes join the army to be a real n***a i hated my mom she made think i was nothing i use get with girls who hated cuffing i told a girl lets get married she said i was bluffing been together for a while she started acting different so i said f** it and switched it got back wit a ex who treated me better then my mother dam if wasn't for my sisters she be the only girl i love no other i remeber back when friends was things i never had i use to get bullied just for looking at people i was never treated equal daddy never hit me up mommy never gave a f** brothers thought i wasn't worth giving a f** my sisters gave me a reason to live for if it wasn't for them i be overdosed on the bathroom floor wrist cut up gla** in my neck all f**ed dam my life f**ed up i remember that night i was mad and scared at the same time thought overdosing would help did nuttin but make it worst so i tried cutting but i was to much of a b**h to dig deep spent my time worrying bout you and scared to lose you but then you was scared to say we might not work so now its all these feelings running through minds but we dont no whether or not we should be together till the end of time