Jesse Rutherford - Beat Still Runs lyrics

[Intro] Uh, yeah It's just me J.E.S.S.E For real though [Verse 1] Look, I knew a car would be dope But I'm broke, I admit it I couldn't afford a four door Accord or a Civic I'm sorta ballistic Payed a lot but lord must've missed it He always forgives me so I guess I forgive him I got visions of spitting b**hing verses and bridges So I study to be the richest, s*utty video vixens I'm cool like cat making pimping decisions And I practice what I preach Start working stop wishing So I work for respect and a Porche for my sister Let the last [?] In order to [?] You've got to put [?] Whatever, however I can get to the top It's gonna be a struggle, I don't have the option to stop Stuck in this bubble but it's just not an option to pop Put records out for free every time that they drop 'Cause if I sold them they would probably flop And it's not 'cause I don't rock It's 'cause it's easy to cop When at the top of your favourite inter-internet blog With a bunch of those DJ's and [?] I'm just trying to get into every internet spot You call me wi-fi How I connect with the beat And I'm the fliest white guy to connect and compete A wreck when I sleep I only close my eyes when I have to This is the beginning I am really not even happy I had to job to be responsible But that's 'cause I had to Now I quit and I spit all-day rap-raps "What a crazy f**ing nut!" You can call me cashew You go to college but I've got goals to surpa** you Life in the cla**room was never promising for James Jesse was messy and always had something to say Took my drum sticks out, teachers said to put them away Hid them right under my desk and continued to play It was obvious to everybody young-a** age That I was born to be up on the big-a** stage Bigger than my ears were when they were gauged Bigger than when jerking was the brand new phase Yo, that was dope but I'm figuring out brand new ways To be me and spread myself across the world like AIDS I don't sleep at night, other rappers, twiddle your thumbs Even when I catch my breath, yeah, the beat still runs like [Hook] Duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh-duh-duh Duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh-duh-duh Duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh-duh-duh [Verse 2] I'm so determined that it's sick, I disgust myself Sometimes I sit in bed and dream how I discuss myself Up an interview saying how I just trust myself Only I can tell the truth to me and f** all else Look, truthfully I f** myself Hanging out and giving trust until I've hung myself Too many times I've let them tug my belt So I'll buckle down and fight back and run like hell Turn around and look back at what I've dug myself Into with all these issues way above myself I'm in a ditch all alone and I don't want no help All I need is time to love myself I hope you know, that I'm only having fun, right? Picturing myself silhouetted in the sunlight With a pretty little lady in a sundress Might take her home in thirty minutes, get her undressed Look, nonetheless I am always learning Truth heals all my wounds but it's also hurting I am only human but I am hardly person I feel stupid not saying that I am hardly working I believe that I used more brain than average Think that I'm a genius, man, you think that I'm a master Think that I am quick and I ask to be faster My thoughts always mix, my songs always master Been thinking so much about thinking so much lately Thinking so much that I don't give a f** daily When I wake up I tell myself that I need to go And I hate waking up every day alone My body is a house but my mind is never home I think love is all I know Love is all I am Love is all I need Love is in the air So love is what I'm ga**ed with The love I've got inside of me Ain't nothing that I've asked for Learned it growing up and "You can never go to cla** 4" Love is what I breath Love is on me Uh, and I'm loving just humming on this beat I said, love is what I breath Love is on me And I'm loving just humming on this beat [Hook/Outro] Duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh-duh-duh Love is on me, love is on me Duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh-duh-duh Love is on me, love is on me Duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh-duh-duh Love is on me, love is on me, love is all I have Duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh-duh-duh (That's all we have) Duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh-duh-duh (Sorry if you don't feel it) Duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh-duh-duh Duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh-duh-duh