Jesse Ketive - It's Not Just A Party It's A Funeral lyrics

They will find my corpse on the shower floor And with my bleeding wrists Will be a note the explains all of this (Dear friends and family, I hope that you can understand) I could not handle the fear and regret Knowing I ruined my only chance A lesson in carelessness, let my grave stand as proof You've only got one chance, so take advantage I will burn in hell for my selfishness But you'll see me reach for angel wings I know the backlash, call me a coward all you want I know the truth is that I am free