Jesse Acosta - Monsters In My Head lyrics

[Verse 1: Jesse Acosta] What if I told you I ain't eating I ain't sleeping, man I'm just taking a beating Overheated getting treated like I ain't wanted or needed Never happy feeling crappy, voices in my head just trap me In a race with my depression but he seems to overlap me & I'm losing I'm losing, my skin is loose & I'm bruising With girls I never abuse them but they just choosing to use him Yea I really guess you can't erase your history man Monsters chasing me like I'm driving the mystery van With a bottle full of henny, couple xanni's & a few vikes All I see are monsters like the movie with the two dikes All I've been thinking about is some happiness, a new life Wanna be myself, not the mothaf**er you like & I don't care who's fly now Monsters in my head like drinking an energy drink upside down It's whatever, guess I'll hide under my bed Yea forever, I hate these monsters in my head [Hook] Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my soul to keep Wake me up before I'm dead Don't bury me with monsters in my head Monsters in my head With monsters in my head Underneath the bed Underneath the bed [Verse 2] MBad What if I told you, that I was seeing things I see them as they're fleeing but they're not human beings A couple monsters but they're not under my bed They're not in my closet, they're all in my head It's extortion & snortin explodin out of proportions It's depression I'm stressing, debated more than abortions Tryna figure out how these monsters think So I'm sleeping with one eye open like in Monsters Inc I'm just scared & I'm tearing, in fear & I'm swearing Wearing my shades at night just so they don't see me staring Up until the sun rise, you would be too Angry at the world for all it put me through I locked them in the trunk, I had the monsters stuck But they just turned the Phantom into a monster truck It's whatever, I guess I'll hide under my bed Yea forever, I hate the monsters in my head [Hook] Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my soul to keep Wake me up before I'm dead Don't bury me with monsters in my head Monsters in my head With monsters in my head Underneath the bed Underneath the bed [Verse 3 Ron Teri] Every night is a fight, shadowed images war walking I'm falling, these things are talking absorbing the devils calling I'm stalling to give them all of me approach with caution I'm a claustrophobic in a coffin screaming the devils orphan My righter mind state, picture a riot with flames & grenades In 1983 in Kuwait & multiply it by 8 then face me Equipped with the vike in the blood & a lyrical terror don't make me I'm heading to space my wheels are on a cloud, I'm skating b**h I'm kick flipping Over a pit full of pitts that Mike Vick baby sits in the ? a babys crib Insane as an amabe kid [Hook] Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my soul to keep Wake me up before I'm dead Don't bury me with monsters in my head Monsters in my head With monsters in my head Underneath the bed Underneath the bed [Verse 4: Lost] It's an hour past midnight & I'm chilling in the studio Writing to a beat that's been recently beating me When I feel a gust of cold air whip through my room But the windows were closed & the hair in the back of my neck is raising up like an ovation For this dose of uncertainty & so alone as I usually am, I'm faced to brave this unknown you see The demons of my past never left my side & left me this way In a state of paranoia like every step I take I feel one step closer to my doom The inevitability of working for an employer when I know that I should be the one Because these martians & goblins calling the shots like they run the point have run dull It's time for a new lyrical team of monsters to take over, this is the dawn of Lost