Jephtah - A Day In The Life lyrics

[Intro: Capital C] Ok Are pain our story our sunshine and all of the Rain yeah Cap C Kruize Just spend a day in my shoes [Verse One: Capital C] I don't get these motherf**as trynna Criticize Cause none of these people have to live to My life Even tho I keep it real and I never lied I'm the one you people choose to despise I never realize why These people try hard to make me cry I never care cause these motherf**as was Never there What you know about your friends doing bad sh** And you only did it just so you can fit in What you know bout not having a father Figure Having your mom trynna pain you the Picture What you know about seeing fights and n***as pulling knifes And n***as losing they life I knew that sh** was never right What you know about people dissing all of Your music Cause you speak about something real and Nothing that's stupid Life is too short for a n***a to hate Throw shade And hold grudges Cause sooner or later it's fade away Like a shot You n***as put me down But look who's at the top This will never stop Even if you n***as think I'm not hot Imma keep doing the hip-hop Real sh** I just want people to just off my dick I only let yall see what I want yall to see So that means that nobody will know me I need drama in my life so I can make music I been there I done that I'm trynna help y'all through it Yes I hung with the wrong crowd Always saying im down The only habit that I kept was smoking the Loud And n***as wonder why I keep grinning Cause I'm losing right now But soon Imma be winning Soon or later caps gonna be moving on to Better sh** How the f** can you people judge me with No evident I grew a cold heart Now nothing bothers me Because people talk but they don't really see Me Like if I do molly And what's my favorite hobby You n***as don't even have facts you just Say probably I know how to apply the rules of chess to Reality I got my moves planned out so just wait and See When you die that's when people will miss You The lord know I have issues Use the beat as a tissue Blacks hates blacks And whites get along They make business While we can't even sing the same song Without starting a brawl Now tell me am I wrong? My life been f**ed up way before I could Crawl I used to get abusive I don't put that sh** out there to get Views I only put that sh** out there to get to you For the people with the same problems who Don't know what to do I found music As my answer to the pain Even when I got jumped that day And I was flat on my face It didn't k** me so im getting stronger Everyday n***as got sh** to say but don't even know Yes I smile in your face then go back to my Hell hole That I call home So understand me that I never had a plan B My life's f**ed up but I'm still here for my Family Could give a f** about a Grammy Rest in peace granny No matter how many times that I got beat I never see defeat But that's just me But y'all still hate me I don't want y'all to love me This is what the world's like But when you don't care about a thing you live a happy life [Verse Two: Jephtah] Decision we got to choose But I don't got much to loose It's like the snooze bu*ton Got pressed and then stayed down Looking around for a safe house With a couch That isn't loud Can't chill with people running they mouth Wondering how They boys got touched With the .44 Sending goons to hit you soon as you was Walking through the door Then send another to clean it up like its a Common chore Come to find another talking I guess they want some more But wait a minute Come look at it from my view Can't tell who's a snake and who's not Don't know what to do Who's who So confused Just Trynna get the cheese no blue I wanna go back to the day when I'm eating Soul food Nowadays we do anything for the money People laugh but it's not funny If you got a little bread they make you Bounce like Bugs Bunny Sometimes I can't even sleep Cause the sound of the jeep engine More then a couple of screeches And I believe this with my whole soul The thing that makes the world go round Spins it out of control In a black hole There's no more cause too many people Needed to be whole I speak the truth and that's me Kruize Kontrol