Malady, my self-destruction Abstract words through shades of lies Paralyzed, a life of shadows A black horizon, I want you to die You're struggling in vain A continuous cry An end to the pain The throes of dying Inner conflict brings division Separates the mind and the flesh Through the darkness I ride, confusion May the blade bring the answer and set me free You're struggling in vain A continuous cry An end to the pain The throes of dying Razorblade, your bones, it squeals Salty teardrops upon wounds Your skin so soft, so tender Fixed smile of horror! I am terror, impenetrating fears My resurrection through your screams Feel my hands tightening I've k**ed you before in my dreams So you can ease my withdrawal! Now take a look in the mirror That fear enlightening your eyes That fear is me! You're struggling in vain A continuous cry An end to the pain The throes of dying You're struggling in vain A continuous cry An end to the pain The throes of dying