Jenny Hval - The Plague lyrics

I don't know who I am I have never really truly Never truly really Never really loved I've never really loved I've never truly really loved In memory of The sea took him Too young to die Mysterious circumstances I've never really loved a dog I've never really loved a dog I've never really loved it Last night I took my birth control with rosé While you were sleeping, I was dreaming that You were sleeping You were living a life and I was living as a... Oh my god! sh**! Thank God! Keep that birth, under control! It's still dawn, but the sun is rising Shapes are appearing And colours are slowly being painted onto the cars In the parking lot and on her internal organs (The colours are dancing And you're dancing along) Revolution is debt! What you know is coming Useless algorithms! But what it is Must Maybe Near human I must be near human Blood Maybe Yes Blood Smells like under moss Down in the deep Underwater light I lay down on the rim of the canyon, and open my hand I imagine I am dropping ashes of myself into the void I pull my hand back, afraid that I have lost you in the offering