Jennifer O'Connor - Turn It Down lyrics

When your nerves are shot And you jump at every sound And you know what it is But you can't just turn it down You ask for clarity As you try to light a match And your mind goes dark Waiting for the flame to catch You feel so strange Like your head's up in the clouds And you'd break your back Just to hear her say out loud "Oh it's okay I know why you had to go away And I hate you most of the time But I'll try to forgive you anyway Yes I'll try to forgive you anyway" When the day drops in And you're still on last night You can tell yourself it's cool But you know it ain't alright Because you're looking for something You know you'll never find It happens every day And you always change your mind Like your mind's a thing That you ever could control And you watched me trip Into every single hole But hey, it's okay You know why I had to go away And you hate me most of the time But you'll try to forgive me anyway You'll try to forgive me anyway Oh please just tell me How to 'Cause I don't know how to be On my own Oh it's been keeping me up And when I sleep you're in my dreams And it's always really strange And I don't know what it means I hate myself because I know Why it went wrong And it breaks my heart Like a beautiful, sad song The kind you hear When you think you've finally found The way to block it all out But you can't just turn it down Oh baby, please say "I know why you had to go away And I hate you most of the time But I'll try to forgive you anyway Yes I'll try to forgive you anyway Oh I'll try to forgive you today I'll try to forgive you today"