Jennifer Damiano - If Only lyrics

[Willow] Where've you gone, old friend, lately? Just a boy in a suit So much joy to pursue And have you left me here waiting? To grow up on my own On this road all alone I am a desert of unfulfilled memories Skeletal pictures of that which will never be What it is we dreamed Lost in the thoughts of what never was A child in a storm of madness because d**h calls unspoken unseen If only we hadn't listened To ambitions that were far beyond our reach If only there was a way To take back yesterday You'd still be here with me Why oh why Oh my whole life If only You were a second late Dreaming about yesterday Why oh why Oh why did I If only You never came for me Where have you gone, Willow, lately? Just a girl in a dress With a world to impress This morning I could feel the changes Shadows on the wall Laughing as we fall All of my moments are fractured behind me The toy of a girl has shattered inside of me All before I said I do And why does the silence emulate violence The cold and the quiet screams in defiance Where did I misstep, where did I lose? If only I had listened To the voices telling me to take it slow If only I had known Would I have chosen another road? Oh if only I could let go Oh why oh oh my oh my if only If only I could be home Oh why oh why if only If only If only I had never gotten a letter If only I had never wanted for better If only I didn't stay up at night and miss you If only I didn't feel like I feel when I'm with You If only I was never lonely And felt the city calling my name If only I was never lonely If only I never came [Willow & Women} Why? [Willow] Why oh why oh my oh my If only I never fell in love with you If only if only