Jemina Pearl - No Good lyrics

Radiator rotting my bones away Something inside that just couldn't wait Sugar in my blood My limbs are screaming Asking what was my life? When was i dreaming? Last night still on the back of my eyelids Faded embarra**ments of what i did The memory's are nothing They're not even real My mind plays tricks on me confusing how i feel I've been crying for so long The tears won't come I've been trying for so long I get shipped on I've been lying for so long Words seem numb I've been crying for so long The tears won't come The tears won't come Good things should be coming my way My horoscope says it should be any day But somehow i keep f**ing it up Somehow i get stuck in a rut Spend every night making the same mistake Expect a different outcome when i wake My border leaves me down past all the bad news I got idle hands want something to do I've been crying for so long The tears won't come I've been trying for so long I get shipped on I've been lying for so long Words seem numb I've been crying for so long The tears won't come The tears won't come Woke up late with the telephone ringing Some days i just don't feel like singing I try to remember what did i do Another day another night is hard to get through So give me a bottle give me a drink Put it in these hands so i can't think I got night terrors running my mind The wishing on the past is wasting on my time I've been trying for so long I get shipped on I've been lying for so long Words seem numb I've been crying for so long