Jeffrey Lewis - Had It All lyrics

I've got no backup, no safety netting so why am I betting these kind of stakes? It's so confusing winning or losing I've made so many mistakes My work is cut out it needs my best now I just can't guess how it will unfold Got to work through it If I can just do that I'll say I always knew that I had it all There's ground to cover I've barely scratched it and once you catch it, that fever grows So many loners So many late-bloomers So many rumors nobody knows My work is cut out it needs my best now I just can't guess how it will unfold Got to work through it If I can just do that I'll say I always knew that I had it all But am I me yet? Sometimes I see it, Sometimes feel like a genius and still so far to go. Why am I not free yet of all this doubting? My mind keeps shouting and it never gets a sore throat. My work is cut out it needs my best now I just can't guess how it will unfold Got to work through it If I can just do that I'll say I always knew that I had it all.