Jeff Rosenstock - Surrey Dive lyrics

[Verse 1] And I'm just trying to pay an insurmountable debt Just trying to forget about my inevitable d**h Chris threw up in the diner and I was sick in the snow Got a self-destructive instinct constructive summer complex In the shadows of urban development I'll mark my footprints in wet cement Like the first man on some kind of temporary moon [Chorus] But I had to get out before I dove in Surrey Dive But I'm coming home, I'm coming home tonight [Verse 2] Can we hold on for a sec while I wipe cold sweat from my brow? She said we might have met somewhere, but that's all news to me now And hey, look, I achieved something Can we go back to bed? [Chorus] But I had to get out before I dove in Surrey Dive But I'm coming home, I'm coming home tonight [Bridge] We used to be proud of each other We used to take care of each other I wanna make something without foundations built on bullsh** and whatever The loudest person says 'cause it's never really right But the beating and the puffing up of chests Has beaten every argument I've had tonight Come on, just punch me in the face so then at least you'll think you're right Maybe you will leave this place, lose the war and win the fight And I'm running scared, I'm running scared, I'm running scared I'm running scared from the house that I helped build I'm running scared, I'm running scared, I'm running scared [Chorus] So why don't you f** off? Stop bringing hate into our lives 'Cause all we ever really wanted was to feel at home Was to feel at home tonight