Jeff Peebles - Our little fights lyrics

I'm deaf to what you say every time you raises your voice All I hear is what I want Later on get drowned in sadden thoughts that ravages my brain I even Tried hurting myself to stop the pain But It cant... It can't stop , How I feel nor what we've done. I can't stop these emotions. but when your mad…. you do. I try to hide my broken heart with a fake smile. But how long can I keep pretending before I break down. I would say I love you but that's saying too much. I hate! showing my weakness. I would just hug you but that requires me to physically touch you. But god dammit i love the way it feels when we hug. I'm not that use to showing my affection - so i despise it. When we fight it breaks me so bad, I can't even look you in the eyes. But i love the way we stare into each other eyes, slowly but surely freezing time. I love you so much but sometimes don't even act like it. sometimes i put on a frown so you can come ask me- what's wrong. sometimes I put my head down so you can lift me up, look me in my pupils and kiss me. ohh so gently. I love our little fights BY Jeffrey Peebles Jr