Mother looks so torn, why can't she see? Things are back the way they've always been I sing in the shower and I sit alone in our home We've always been alone I hear mother in her room start to cry Whenever she thinks I've gone to sleep at night I'd share her pain but I never can I never loved the man I hate to see her feel this way But I'm not sad to see him sent away I don't miss his crummy jokes I don't miss his mess The way he comes and goes as he please I'm an only child - I just want a family I don't understand her pain, though I try Life goes on - hers and mine He's gone, he's gone... I never loved the man