Welcome to the house that lives Inside of me We've got more dust Inside these rooms Than room to breathe Patience left before I had patience to leave And pictures tell A thousand lies of memories I've got five good reasons Why i never sleep at home And i've got four more people Telling me that i am wrong And i've got three more wishes God i wish that i was gone I've got two more fears left And i fear that i am one Father time it seems He's dying inside of here All of the love Has been overthrown by fear You know i try to keep Myself as open as i can But you seem to slam me out Whenever i let you in I always thought that age Would bring some clarity But every day Is surrounded by self pity And i don't understand How someone as close to you as me Could be the pit of all your hate And all your greed