Jedi Mind Tricks - Suicide girl (feat. planetary, doap nixon & apathy) lyrics

I dont know what shes doing now Last i heard from her she said She felt as if she should be dead I guess in fact she usually does (Repeat) I never could understand The fact she ain't return my calls I was the only one to tell her I love her through all the flaws I would always be the one To show her light in the tunnel I swear to god i need her back I know she lost in the jungle Know she leave me can't believe me Grew apart so quick She loves trees like me The way the new eras fit She love tommy hilfigers Rug dees an adidas An match they before heavens Why the feelings have to leave us But they didn't leave my heart so fast I still i wish i had her near An had a beer for her gla** Even though i know Thats a downfall for the past Still won the shot for old times sake An she asks little shot of crown royal Maybe one fifty one so if you see her Let her know plan to having some fun Well guess what today front page Of the daily news my queen Better then being dead Writing what i choose? Well f** it I dont know what shes doing now Last i heard from her she said She felt as if she should be dead I guess in fact she usually does (Repeat) Have her seeing jon So confused an a**ed out Shell s** any dude off Chasing the cash route She went from pom poms To conbuds i watched Her innocence transform Obession to buy d** Little tootie was a cutie I swear god caramel complexion Good great with a hair bob Ten years later now she bobbin with head jobs In an out of strip clubs like a career job An she can't see that she k**ing herself Cause a couple always got this joint Feeling her self its ill How this little girl could be ruthless She can make a n***a with 3 degrees look stupid She even try to trick a couple dollars from cupid Emotionally drain ya a** out till ya useless The price is high when you wanna ride With a jon thats suicide its just suicide bye bye I dont know what shes doing now Last i heard from her she said She felt as if she should be dead I guess in fact she usually does (Repeat) She said i must confess It turns me on when i cut my flesh Theres nothing left im hollow I follow d**h if its a change From the monday oneday you know my pain Im empty inside my veins pump novacain Sometimes i feel like life isnt real And my brain is too busy An my mind will never heal I can never shut it off So i rather shut it down Do it right the first time I ain't tryna f** around An she smiles for her friends But the smile is a mask Any memories of happiness Are filed in the past I could sit in my garage Foot revvin on the gas A slash an the gasp Or a violent blast I dont believe in hell Unless its what im in I wanna free my soul Straight jump outta my skin She exhale an sighed Eyes open wide Suicide its just suicide well bye bye I dont know what shes doing now Last i heard from her she said She felt as if she should be dead I guess in fact she usually does So i wanted to explain I guess she has this strange approach That makes her seem beyond reproach Till you find out what she is