Jazmine Sullivan - Resentment lyrics

I wish I could believe you Then I'll be alright But now everything you told me really don't apply To the way I feel inside Lovin' you was easy once upon a time But now my suspicions of you have multiplied And its all because you lied And I may never understand why I'm doin' the best that I can but I Just cant seem to get over the way you hurt me Don't know why you gave another who didn't mean a thing The very thing you gave to me I thought I could forgive you and I know you've changed as Much as I wanna trust you i know it ain't the same As before this woman came I loved you more than ever more than my own life The best part of me I gave you and it was sacrifice And you broke your word that night And I only give you hard time Cause I can't go on and pretend like I don't remember feelin' like I was no good Like I couldn't do it for you just like she could I know she was attractive but I was here first Been ridin' with you for years why did I deserve To be treated this way by you I know you probably thinkin' "What's up with Jazzy?' It sounds like a 50's record but that alright with me