Jaytekz - Believe lyrics

[Verse 1; JayteKz ] Ya twenty years gone by And sh** im growin up I gotta stop and ask myself How you holding up Cos' sh** is crazy man Everything is pa**ing by My loved ones are growing old And it makes me cry Cause i dun lost so many people In my life and im tired of letting go Even if its right i just want you all to know Im sorry for my wrongs I never meant to cause you any pain or no harm And God, i just pray you guide me through I dropped out of school and i dont know just what to do My grandma tells me to go back Your wasting all of your time I try to pay no mind But i have to draw the line Im working with these rhymes But this is just the moment I'm sacrificing so much so i can finally own it Will i make it ? i guess only time can tell I just hope it ain't to late Before this ship has sailed (Background) Ya i spoke to dad he said He's super proud of me it means the world Because he never once doubted me And when im losing faith its like he puts it back A smile up on my face What more can i really ask Cause ever since i was a kid he's held it down When i was feelin lost it was him Who i found thats why im working hard Thats why i won't quit It might be rap to you but to me a precious gift Im speaking with my heart Im speaking with my soul Listen very close you can see How much ive grown Im learning every day to be a better person Im working on myself i guess Im soul searching if today was my last one Id hope that he remembers me as a great son But until them ima keep achieving Imma change the world Homie just believe em