As long as you love me We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke As long as you love me I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, and I'll be your gold As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me Yeah, 20 years past. Growing up quick as the days go fast. Dad's locked up and this sh** just k**s Wanna OD so I grab a couple pills. And I'm thinking to myself, "This is how it gotta be." Set myself free from the lies and deceit. Crying on my knees and I feel so weak. Tryna hold on but I see my defeat. And I see me at peace at the end of the road. Numb from the pain buried deep in my soul. See me with a smile but you don't really know What I hold in or what I wanna let show. Wanna let go from the woulds in my heart. Feeling so lost like I'm stuck in the dark. Searching for love but I'm all torn apart. When it all ends, yo, just know that I fought. Know that I fought for my voice to be heard. Know that my life was a gift and a curse. Know that I tried but I feel like I failed. Feel like I'm trapped in my personal hell, f**! And I'm sorry, but ain't much I gotta say. And I wish you all the best, sh**, I guess I'll be on my way. As long as you love me We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke As long as you love me I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, and I'll be your gold As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me Yeah, I said I'm sorry, god. Know I let you down but I feel deprived. Can't decide what my life is for, What my purpose is or what the future stores. So I'mma run 'til I run out of breath. Down with the lies and the games, and the stress. I ain't been the same since around last year. Uncle choked out and it brought me to tears. Everything changed ever since that day. Mind went blank and I can't think straight. Everything I love always turns into hate. Tryna find peace, but it's way too late. Wanna move on, but the world's on my back. Holding me down way below and I'm trapped. Asking for help, but nobody responds. Asking myself what the f**'s going on. Know that I'm wrong for these thoughts in my head. Know I've been strong but I feel like I'm dead. Nowhere to go on this path that I lead. f** who I was and the things that I said. Hope that you feel everything that I feel. Searching for help, but nobody could tell. Searching for me. Looking for faith. Hope, that you see all the scars I had buried away. As long as you love me We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke As long as you love me I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, and I'll be your gold As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me