Jaytekz - Memories lyrics

oh no no no no no no oh oh Oh no no no oh no no no oh no no no no no no oh oh [Verse 1] I'm so lost I don't know which way I'm tryna go I'm tryna find myself day by day and take it slow But every minute feels like I've been wasting time I've been walking down this road but it has been hard to understand these signs I hope you hear me god I hope that you can guide me through These past days I think I bit off more than I can chew I'm so confused like why I'm always stuck up in depression I love my family but sometimes it's hard to show affection Sometimes I question who is genuine I mean the devil too at one point was heaven sent Ever since I felt betrayal I ain't been the same So many people left me high and dry and in so much pain (So much pain) They say forgive but don't you dear forget But you will regret the day you turned your back and f**ing left I'm not upset but deep inside I am conflicted Most these mother f**ers did exactly what I had predicted [Chorus] I guess you'll never really know now I guess you'll never really know Every time that I broke down They just left me in the cold It's so hard for me to love now It's so hard for me to love I been feeling like I'm stuck now I feel like I'm losing touch [Verse 2] Don't get me wrong I ain't acting like I'm close to perfect I've done some dirty things as well but just behind the curtains You see me smile but you don't know the other half of me One side is a blessing but the other is a catastrophe And trust me I'm truly grateful for the life I have But on this path I often slip between the slightest cracks I know that gra** is always greener on the other side I try to keep that part in mind when hardships do arrive I sacrifice so much to get a taste of happiness I find my happiness in people f** the fancy sh** And that's what keeps me pushing that's what gives me all my strength When people tell me that my words have made their whole lives change I'd risk it all to put a smile upon my family's face I'd risk it all to put my family in the safest place Until my dying days I give you every piece of me And through my trials and tribulations please believe in me [Chorus] I guess you'll never really know now I guess you'll never really know Every time that I broke down They just left me in the cold It's so hard for me to love now It's so hard for me to love I been feeling likeI'm stuck now I feel like I'm losing touch