Jay Abkari - Metamorphisis lyrics

[Verse #1] I was born alone so I'll die alone All I got in this life of hell - Is some faith in God and a microphone When I'm home, I don't feel at home It's like I'm still here going through my vagabond My mind and heart switched places - Cause I learned that the good die young Oh, wagwan I left all my pain wrapped up in a blunt Burnt it down and it's nothing now The time that I have for stress is none I got so much on my mind Too many romances Still got so many questions - But don't know any answers - Cause nobody answers, not even my Godly All of my prayers are resting dead bodies - Stuck in a limbo looking for my calling I've gotten calls from Mary & Molly I don't f** with Molly but I f** with Mary She's a bad b**h and she do my naughty I'll give my soul to the almighty father - But I'll never sell it to the Illuminati I know half of y'all felt me The other half, I don't care what you tell me Like I said, I've been alone since birth I don't need no none of y'all to help me I heard it all from my momma I heard it all from my pops Envy me, that's just jealousy I don't need a Plan B, this ain't pregnancy [Verse #2] What I do is me crying out for help Hide a lot of the things I felt Doesn't matter, I can pipe someone else I'm in love with her. I can't lie to myself Colombian supply. Cocaine white I'm addicted to her with these Cobain eyes Thick thighs... flies in and out of my mind Stole my heart, the most vicious of crimes Real eyes realize real lies. Real eyes realize real lies Lies heal but I'm fine real - So if the truth hurts I'll just buy pills I'm unsigned still and they hating Motivate me, patiently waiting - For this dumb b**h to get off Cloud 9 - And pack a dime with me but lately - She don't want me - so I'm kinda lost I need to find myself. What's the cost? I've lost a lot I got the lean with the sprite I'll always make sure that my dream is in sight We stay winning, that's future too I'm all out with my team tonight Hey momma, I'm sorry. A lot of love has been bodied - After my ex and after you kicked me out That's the last time you saw me I've changed for the better or for the worse It's too soon to tell them Amen to my n***as, thoreaux independence